why does facebook always sign me out?
argh.
does anyone have that problem?
my head is killing me...
AHRLEKWHJRKLEW
20081231
20081230
...
im sick.
i'm so tired, but i can't sleep.
i'm so hungry, but i can't eat. (my mom has been feeding me soup for the last 3 days, i'm quite sick of it...)
i feel terrible. what a way to spend the holidays...damn it
i'm so tired, but i can't sleep.
i'm so hungry, but i can't eat. (my mom has been feeding me soup for the last 3 days, i'm quite sick of it...)
i feel terrible. what a way to spend the holidays...damn it
20081225
happy christmas!
i'm not feeling the christmas spirit this year.
i think a lot of the people i've spoken to today feel the same way.
maybe i'll start feeling "something" tmw :)
just maaaaaybe.
ughhhhhh.
iono wtf im thinking.
wtf are u thinking?
just...wtf.
lol
jay chou makes me cry
i can't listen to him anymore
i sneak through my emotions and youtube some videos and before i know it, i'm tearing again! ugh, im not a wussy, i swear! it takes a lot to make me cry!
the hills finale WAS NOT good.
i cant wait for the city!
hmm...
it's almost a new year.
i would hope for fresh and new things except, i don't really want anything. i feel quite content with my life right now. there's nothing i want or really need. i don't have everything but i've learned to only want/buy things i need. and right now, i don't need much. i don't want much change. everything is okay. actually, i want phil&sherly to have a baby. although, it's still really soon i want a new addition to my family. i think it'll bring us a lot closer than we already are...auntie julie and uncle elvis ;) aw! overall, 2008 has been great! minus the shitty things of course *ahem. i guess that goes for everyone, take the shitty things out and life is great!
i've done some pretty stupid things in 2008. but i've learned so much from it. so i don't regret a thing! my life is simple, and i like it this way.
i cant wait.....till.............. nvm.
happy holidays ya'll!
may the new year bring you lots of happiness!
i think a lot of the people i've spoken to today feel the same way.
maybe i'll start feeling "something" tmw :)
just maaaaaybe.
ughhhhhh.
iono wtf im thinking.
wtf are u thinking?
just...wtf.
lol
jay chou makes me cry
i can't listen to him anymore
i sneak through my emotions and youtube some videos and before i know it, i'm tearing again! ugh, im not a wussy, i swear! it takes a lot to make me cry!
the hills finale WAS NOT good.
i cant wait for the city!
hmm...
it's almost a new year.
i would hope for fresh and new things except, i don't really want anything. i feel quite content with my life right now. there's nothing i want or really need. i don't have everything but i've learned to only want/buy things i need. and right now, i don't need much. i don't want much change. everything is okay. actually, i want phil&sherly to have a baby. although, it's still really soon i want a new addition to my family. i think it'll bring us a lot closer than we already are...auntie julie and uncle elvis ;) aw! overall, 2008 has been great! minus the shitty things of course *ahem. i guess that goes for everyone, take the shitty things out and life is great!
i've done some pretty stupid things in 2008. but i've learned so much from it. so i don't regret a thing! my life is simple, and i like it this way.
i cant wait.....till.............. nvm.
happy holidays ya'll!
may the new year bring you lots of happiness!
20081213
JULIE'S BEAUTY JUNK 101
i've lost track of the day, date, and time
GOT2B is the BEST shampoo EVER.
i notice immediate results and my hair is so strong, thick and smooth.
my individual hair strand are so healthy.
it's quite pricey but definitely worth it. can be purchased only as costco! (cause i haven't found it ANYWHERE else. it's not even online!!!) i should start recommending products for girls. i but so much crap! ugh.
i guess i'll just discuss some everyday items i use (some i don't use everyday):
CLINIQUE dramatically different moisturizing GEL: perfect for oily skin. it's oil-free. not to heavy. dries quickly. not sticky. it's great :) it's quite pricey. can be purchased at Sear's. u can ask for a sample at the counter.
CORIOLISS flat iron: it's cheap! get it on EBAY! it's the same shit you find at the mall, different name, same product but a lot cheaper. i went to SQ1 and the stands are currently selling them for $130. i got it for 50bucks. it heats up super fast. its ceramic. doesn't tug your hair.
BIOSILK silk therapy: provides a nice silky shine! takes away fly-aways. you get instantly smooth hair. a lot of ppl complain about how their hair gets oily. a little bit goes a long way. u only need a little bit. you can get this at LORD's at LADIES SQ1, or Chatter's at Heartland.
SEBASTIAN "S" hairspray: provides a very light, styling base for your hair. it's a wonderful everyday hairspray. you don't get the crusty flakes. it holds for the whole day. i'm not in love with the smell, but w/e.. u get use to it. Chatter's has sales on the hairspray quite often. BOGO deals. check it out!
CHI teasing comb: my life, my love. i can't live without it. 99cents at Chatter's
BIORE 4-in-1 self-foaming cleanser: gives you the MOST refreshing feeling ever. provides a minty- tingly sensation. you end up with the sofest and cleanest skin ever. WAL-MART.
POND'S TOWELETTE FACE WIPES: great for removing makeup when youre lazy to use face wash! works like a charm. WAL-MART has sales on this quite often. Buy one get one free. Very inexpensive.
BENZACLIN: best acne treatment cream ever. it's the only things that works, for me. but u need a prescription.
MAC's FIX+: a skin refresher. provides a dewy glow on your face. it's nice to use when your skin just looks dry and crappy. it's quite expensive but it's worth it! any MAC store.
TIGI CATWALK ROOT LIFTER: u want instant volume? use it! it doesn't provide the icky waxy feel. i recommend this over the BIGSEXYHAIR root lifter anyday. quite pricey. can be purchased at Chatter's
CREST WHITESTRIPS: they work. i didn't experience teeth sensitivity, which is good. it tastes like shit when it gets in your mouth. the taste almost makes me gag. but it works! they're on sale quite often at wal-mart/shoppers.
VASALINE INTENSIVE CARE BODY LOTION: it is soooooooooooo goooood! it's not oily. the smell it very light. it's like body butter texture but slightly whipped? iono. it really works, especially when the weather is so cold and your skin is all dry.
that's about it for now.
i can't think of anything.
BEDTIME. crap. its 4AM.
GOT2B is the BEST shampoo EVER.
i notice immediate results and my hair is so strong, thick and smooth.
my individual hair strand are so healthy.
it's quite pricey but definitely worth it. can be purchased only as costco! (cause i haven't found it ANYWHERE else. it's not even online!!!) i should start recommending products for girls. i but so much crap! ugh.
i guess i'll just discuss some everyday items i use (some i don't use everyday):
CLINIQUE dramatically different moisturizing GEL: perfect for oily skin. it's oil-free. not to heavy. dries quickly. not sticky. it's great :) it's quite pricey. can be purchased at Sear's. u can ask for a sample at the counter.
CORIOLISS flat iron: it's cheap! get it on EBAY! it's the same shit you find at the mall, different name, same product but a lot cheaper. i went to SQ1 and the stands are currently selling them for $130. i got it for 50bucks. it heats up super fast. its ceramic. doesn't tug your hair.
BIOSILK silk therapy: provides a nice silky shine! takes away fly-aways. you get instantly smooth hair. a lot of ppl complain about how their hair gets oily. a little bit goes a long way. u only need a little bit. you can get this at LORD's at LADIES SQ1, or Chatter's at Heartland.
SEBASTIAN "S" hairspray: provides a very light, styling base for your hair. it's a wonderful everyday hairspray. you don't get the crusty flakes. it holds for the whole day. i'm not in love with the smell, but w/e.. u get use to it. Chatter's has sales on the hairspray quite often. BOGO deals. check it out!
CHI teasing comb: my life, my love. i can't live without it. 99cents at Chatter's
BIORE 4-in-1 self-foaming cleanser: gives you the MOST refreshing feeling ever. provides a minty- tingly sensation. you end up with the sofest and cleanest skin ever. WAL-MART.
POND'S TOWELETTE FACE WIPES: great for removing makeup when youre lazy to use face wash! works like a charm. WAL-MART has sales on this quite often. Buy one get one free. Very inexpensive.
BENZACLIN: best acne treatment cream ever. it's the only things that works, for me. but u need a prescription.
MAC's FIX+: a skin refresher. provides a dewy glow on your face. it's nice to use when your skin just looks dry and crappy. it's quite expensive but it's worth it! any MAC store.
TIGI CATWALK ROOT LIFTER: u want instant volume? use it! it doesn't provide the icky waxy feel. i recommend this over the BIGSEXYHAIR root lifter anyday. quite pricey. can be purchased at Chatter's
CREST WHITESTRIPS: they work. i didn't experience teeth sensitivity, which is good. it tastes like shit when it gets in your mouth. the taste almost makes me gag. but it works! they're on sale quite often at wal-mart/shoppers.
VASALINE INTENSIVE CARE BODY LOTION: it is soooooooooooo goooood! it's not oily. the smell it very light. it's like body butter texture but slightly whipped? iono. it really works, especially when the weather is so cold and your skin is all dry.
that's about it for now.
i can't think of anything.
BEDTIME. crap. its 4AM.
20081207
updatessssssss
hmmmmmmm.
the weather is so ugly today huh?
my downtown plans FLOPPED.
damn snow!!!!!!!
hmm....
let's see whats been going onnnnn...
im still on strike. no surprise.
uh. i havent touched hmwk. but i will tmw since..im screwed and have a paper due on wednesday...for my sheridan class. i actually miss designing... designing? for a paper? yea...it's weird and complicated. i dont even get what the prof is asking for. i like to follow the PASS or FAIL grading system in university. w/e, my profs told me not to care, so i won't. well..as long as i maintain a 70+ average..im good..i think!
umm....
christmas shopping isn't going to well. i ended up buying things for myself. i feel that my list of gifts i must get just keeps getting longer....and longer. oh yea, i saw my ex ex ex ex ex ex ex at the mall today, after how many years? many years. i almost got sick. almost. thank god he didnt see me or else, i would've actually gotten sick. let me count how many people i must buy for....one...two..three...four....five...six...seven...eight..nine...ten..eleven.....tweleve....thirteen....fourteen.... arghhhhhhh. probably more. i just can't think right now. i don't care if i become poor. i don't have a choice! lol. i decided that i only want gift certificates for xmas..or little things i will actually use. i don't like to have the "wtf!" reaction when i open gifts. jut keep it simple...i wonder if people feel that way with my gifts LOLLL...i try..i really do. im going to get my mom a new apron..she freakin needs it...well..we both need it. we share an apron. our fake burberry apron is ripped..it doesnt even stay on LOL..oh xmas...im not in the holiday spirit this year. im not sure why! damn strike. it's killing me! i blame the strike for making me lose my soul...and my life. im becoming crazy. i cant even keep track of the dates anymore. w/e thats off topic.
ummm....
ok..i just wrote a really long rant on my "msn meeting" with my FACS1900 group but i deleted it bcz it was mean. so nvm....
hmm....
i cant think of anything else.
i was just trying to upload some photos..except i dont have the card reader here and i dont know how to use the cord thingy....
here watch this:
i've seen this russell peters thing at least 6 times.
everytime someone comes over, we watch it.
BUT seriously, click to the middle of that video and watch the part about the italians LMFAO
it's so funny and true!!!!!!!
good day!
the weather is so ugly today huh?
my downtown plans FLOPPED.
damn snow!!!!!!!
hmm....
let's see whats been going onnnnn...
im still on strike. no surprise.
uh. i havent touched hmwk. but i will tmw since..im screwed and have a paper due on wednesday...for my sheridan class. i actually miss designing... designing? for a paper? yea...it's weird and complicated. i dont even get what the prof is asking for. i like to follow the PASS or FAIL grading system in university. w/e, my profs told me not to care, so i won't. well..as long as i maintain a 70+ average..im good..i think!
umm....
christmas shopping isn't going to well. i ended up buying things for myself. i feel that my list of gifts i must get just keeps getting longer....and longer. oh yea, i saw my ex ex ex ex ex ex ex at the mall today, after how many years? many years. i almost got sick. almost. thank god he didnt see me or else, i would've actually gotten sick. let me count how many people i must buy for....one...two..three...four....five...six...seven...eight..nine...ten..eleven.....tweleve....thirteen....fourteen.... arghhhhhhh. probably more. i just can't think right now. i don't care if i become poor. i don't have a choice! lol. i decided that i only want gift certificates for xmas..or little things i will actually use. i don't like to have the "wtf!" reaction when i open gifts. jut keep it simple...i wonder if people feel that way with my gifts LOLLL...i try..i really do. im going to get my mom a new apron..she freakin needs it...well..we both need it. we share an apron. our fake burberry apron is ripped..it doesnt even stay on LOL..oh xmas...im not in the holiday spirit this year. im not sure why! damn strike. it's killing me! i blame the strike for making me lose my soul...and my life. im becoming crazy. i cant even keep track of the dates anymore. w/e thats off topic.
ummm....
ok..i just wrote a really long rant on my "msn meeting" with my FACS1900 group but i deleted it bcz it was mean. so nvm....
hmm....
i cant think of anything else.
i was just trying to upload some photos..except i dont have the card reader here and i dont know how to use the cord thingy....
here watch this:
i've seen this russell peters thing at least 6 times.
everytime someone comes over, we watch it.
BUT seriously, click to the middle of that video and watch the part about the italians LMFAO
it's so funny and true!!!!!!!
good day!
20081125
ahhhhh
i'm so glad we don't talk anymore.
you are sickening =/
what a poser!
ps. what did i get myself into?
ugh. it's gonna be a rough holiday.
business + hmwk? FUCKKKKKKKK
pss. goldfish crackers are so yummmmm
you are sickening =/
what a poser!
ps. what did i get myself into?
ugh. it's gonna be a rough holiday.
business + hmwk? FUCKKKKKKKK
pss. goldfish crackers are so yummmmm
DAMN
the hills was the BOMB tonight!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH. i love TV drama!
btw, i told my mom to stop talking about u.
the thoughts of you in my head makes me make the ugliest faces in the world.
*barf!!!!!!
lalalaaa...
OH YEA. my brother for the game LIPS for xbox360.
OMG. what a freggin awesome party game.
karaoke!! ohhhhhh. im in love <3
hmm. ok.
i should sleep.
my huge hmwk stack is waiting for me!
AHHHHHHHHHH. i love TV drama!
btw, i told my mom to stop talking about u.
the thoughts of you in my head makes me make the ugliest faces in the world.
*barf!!!!!!
lalalaaa...
OH YEA. my brother for the game LIPS for xbox360.
OMG. what a freggin awesome party game.
karaoke!! ohhhhhh. im in love <3
hmm. ok.
i should sleep.
my huge hmwk stack is waiting for me!
20081121
so uhh..what exactly is going on with this strike?
someone tell me..cause all i know is...........im screwed.
i regret hoping for this strike.
cause now, my first year is a waste.
waste of money and time.
wtshit. stupid TAs GAs RETARDs
how the crap can u expect a 41% increase.
kill yourself. the general group of TAs say that they
don't make enough to support themselves and their families.
....are u kidding me? u work 10 hours a week and want to
get paid $115,000 a year. .............come on.
...idk what to say.
maybe i should get working on my projects but i dont
even know what needs to be done...
ugh. fuckin york.
this strike talk makes me so alkhrewhrwerew.
goodnight.
ricecrispies & homemade hot chocolate tmw <3
someone tell me..cause all i know is...........im screwed.
i regret hoping for this strike.
cause now, my first year is a waste.
waste of money and time.
wtshit. stupid TAs GAs RETARDs
how the crap can u expect a 41% increase.
kill yourself. the general group of TAs say that they
don't make enough to support themselves and their families.
....are u kidding me? u work 10 hours a week and want to
get paid $115,000 a year. .............come on.
...idk what to say.
maybe i should get working on my projects but i dont
even know what needs to be done...
ugh. fuckin york.
this strike talk makes me so alkhrewhrwerew.
goodnight.
ricecrispies & homemade hot chocolate tmw <3
20081116
what a gross day
- i suck at bowling. i really do.
- the weather is just ugly
- we decorated ginger bread houses today
- im sick of the malls
- this strike sucks
- my debate. to go to the US next week, or no?
- i cant find a nice ski jacket
- uh. you make me sick.
- my new hairspray sucks. sabastian<3
- i currently feel sick.
....
nvm. im just overly tired.
- the weather is just ugly
- we decorated ginger bread houses today
- im sick of the malls
- this strike sucks
- my debate. to go to the US next week, or no?
- i cant find a nice ski jacket
- uh. you make me sick.
- my new hairspray sucks. sabastian<3
- i currently feel sick.
....
nvm. im just overly tired.
20081114
hmmhmmmmmmm :)
ahh..so i was just thinking for a second and decided i need to blog!
well..i dont need to but i have nothing else to do than to watch the same youtube videos over and over again!
i cant believe im talking to u.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
but..youre so funny :')
whatever. YO.
AGO with the FAM on sunday?
i hope! i hope! im so exitedddddd.
i got my cousin a wii game for his birthday.
like...i actually paid for it myself. i just feel like im grown enough to buy my cousins things for their birthdays n xmas. yea? i feel so old. my cousins are growing up. my brother is married. im going to have a niece or nephew anytime. OMG.
woohoo.
we got a new XBOX (after the old one broke twice)
i can play guitar heroes again!!!!!!!
a girl like me needs some games in her life too.
life's games are too much for me....
ok. iono what to blog about.
what a waste.
im going to my brothers room..
to watch him pla games =/
bye lovers.
well..i dont need to but i have nothing else to do than to watch the same youtube videos over and over again!
i cant believe im talking to u.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
but..youre so funny :')
whatever. YO.
AGO with the FAM on sunday?
i hope! i hope! im so exitedddddd.
i got my cousin a wii game for his birthday.
like...i actually paid for it myself. i just feel like im grown enough to buy my cousins things for their birthdays n xmas. yea? i feel so old. my cousins are growing up. my brother is married. im going to have a niece or nephew anytime. OMG.
woohoo.
we got a new XBOX (after the old one broke twice)
i can play guitar heroes again!!!!!!!
a girl like me needs some games in her life too.
life's games are too much for me....
ok. iono what to blog about.
what a waste.
im going to my brothers room..
to watch him pla games =/
bye lovers.
20081110
:)
ahh. study day tmw.
i still have sheridan classes even though the strike is still going on.
too bad i cant go to MTL :(
ugh...
despite the strike@york, everything is going great!
i have 3 new sisters! what a change.
it's quite nice actually :)
cause im still the baby! HAHA
i can't wait for a niece or nephew!!
i know it's still too soon...but i'm just so excited!!!
since i cant go to MTL, i'm going bowling for my cousins birthday.
i havent bowled in so long! i wonder if i'm still that FABtastic bowler i once was...
the xmas holidays are around the corner.
i went shopping w/ Lucy over the weekend
& the malls are already packed!! its crazy.
but it's motivation to really decorate the house this holiday season.
tiffany's blue/green with silver, and frosty white. AH! :D
ok. enough w/ the random things.
gnite ya'll !
i still have sheridan classes even though the strike is still going on.
too bad i cant go to MTL :(
ugh...
despite the strike@york, everything is going great!
i have 3 new sisters! what a change.
it's quite nice actually :)
cause im still the baby! HAHA
i can't wait for a niece or nephew!!
i know it's still too soon...but i'm just so excited!!!
since i cant go to MTL, i'm going bowling for my cousins birthday.
i havent bowled in so long! i wonder if i'm still that FABtastic bowler i once was...
the xmas holidays are around the corner.
i went shopping w/ Lucy over the weekend
& the malls are already packed!! its crazy.
but it's motivation to really decorate the house this holiday season.
tiffany's blue/green with silver, and frosty white. AH! :D
ok. enough w/ the random things.
gnite ya'll !
new haircut & colour + camera
i was in dire need of a new hair cut and colour.
SOOOOOOO. here you go :) i love it.
i want to go fully black..sometime.....maybe.
i don't have the guts to go any shorter!
what do you think?
OH YEA,
my spontaneous buy-- a new camera.
this is the first camera i got. the Sony T777...
i love the way it looks, except the pictures suck.
i realized that once all the wedding photos i took were crap.
sooooooo...i exchanged it for a Canon sd880is
i LOVEEEEEEEE it. oh my.
doesn't look as nice, but the picture quality is WOW :)
enough with new purchases.
i need to save up for a Ski jacket + snowpants :O
BLUE MOUNTAIN!!!!!!!! i cant even ski.
im just a ski poser ;)
okokoo.
wedding photos will be posted sometime..
i've seen them so many times & im sick of em!!!
LATER.
this strike sucks.
so much work to catch up on.
SOOOOOOO. here you go :) i love it.
i want to go fully black..sometime.....maybe.
i don't have the guts to go any shorter!
what do you think?
OH YEA,
my spontaneous buy-- a new camera.
this is the first camera i got. the Sony T777...
i love the way it looks, except the pictures suck.
i realized that once all the wedding photos i took were crap.
sooooooo...i exchanged it for a Canon sd880is
i LOVEEEEEEEE it. oh my.
doesn't look as nice, but the picture quality is WOW :)
enough with new purchases.
i need to save up for a Ski jacket + snowpants :O
BLUE MOUNTAIN!!!!!!!! i cant even ski.
im just a ski poser ;)
okokoo.
wedding photos will be posted sometime..
i've seen them so many times & im sick of em!!!
LATER.
this strike sucks.
so much work to catch up on.
20081102
JUST MARRIED!!!!!!
what a freakin FANTASTIC night.
i cant explain it.
it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun :)
okokk. i'll talk about it some more @ another time.
im SOOOOOOOOOO tireddd
ugh. school tmw!!!!!! :(
bye lovers
i cant explain it.
it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun :)
okokk. i'll talk about it some more @ another time.
im SOOOOOOOOOO tireddd
ugh. school tmw!!!!!! :(
bye lovers
20081031
20081028
20081026
some updates
- i graduated!
- my family is over from the U.S.
- i have dark brown hair!!!!!!!! DARK!!!!!! looks so different
i'll put before and after pics up..one day!
- uhhhhhh
- my brothers wedding is in a week
- i cant believe i saw u AGAIN. akjrhjkehrw
- im so glad we cleared everything up although
youre still a dumb..nut. but its in the past.
boys will always be boys. let me know when you
turn in to a man...please!!!!
OKKKKKKK. i need to cut this list short.
i only wanted to say i coloured my hair but i wanted to add in the other things.
& im getting a new camera!!!!!!!!
if my instincts allow me to when i get to the camera store.
fuck fuck fuck. i spent 4bills in less than a week!!!!!!
my dad is going to kill me when he sees the camera
my mom is going to murder me when she seees the new dress i got...
- my family is over from the U.S.
- i have dark brown hair!!!!!!!! DARK!!!!!! looks so different
i'll put before and after pics up..one day!
- uhhhhhh
- my brothers wedding is in a week
- i cant believe i saw u AGAIN. akjrhjkehrw
- im so glad we cleared everything up although
youre still a dumb..nut. but its in the past.
boys will always be boys. let me know when you
turn in to a man...please!!!!
OKKKKKKK. i need to cut this list short.
i only wanted to say i coloured my hair but i wanted to add in the other things.
& im getting a new camera!!!!!!!!
if my instincts allow me to when i get to the camera store.
fuck fuck fuck. i spent 4bills in less than a week!!!!!!
my dad is going to kill me when he sees the camera
my mom is going to murder me when she seees the new dress i got...
20081022
im at the point where im so fuckin frustrated with school
maybe i shouldve went to college
i hate the assignments they give
theyre so damn bullshit and restrictive
i dont want to go to school anymore.
wtf am i talking about?
i didnt even go to school today
i woke up n was like, screw this, im not going to class
if i went to class today, i wouldnt finish my work thats due tmw
thats how fucked up this program is
keep in mind, i dont procrastinate
oh yea, and my fuckin business cards are the wrong colour
it got checked at customs so i paid $40 customs fee
on top of the $20 shipping i paid during purchase
oh yea, the corners arent crisp so i sent a nice email
to the company.
i wonder if anythng is struggling as hard as i am?
NO, i dont overwork myself.
the program is actually that retarded.
i dont think i've ever mentioned anything i enjoy
about this program. cause i dont enjoy a single bit of it.
except when i get make fun on beluga, but thats it!!!!!!!!
my life sucks.
I HATE SCHOOL
WTF WAS I THINKING???????????????
maybe i shouldve went to college
i hate the assignments they give
theyre so damn bullshit and restrictive
i dont want to go to school anymore.
wtf am i talking about?
i didnt even go to school today
i woke up n was like, screw this, im not going to class
if i went to class today, i wouldnt finish my work thats due tmw
thats how fucked up this program is
keep in mind, i dont procrastinate
oh yea, and my fuckin business cards are the wrong colour
it got checked at customs so i paid $40 customs fee
on top of the $20 shipping i paid during purchase
oh yea, the corners arent crisp so i sent a nice email
to the company.
i wonder if anythng is struggling as hard as i am?
NO, i dont overwork myself.
the program is actually that retarded.
i dont think i've ever mentioned anything i enjoy
about this program. cause i dont enjoy a single bit of it.
except when i get make fun on beluga, but thats it!!!!!!!!
my life sucks.
I HATE SCHOOL
WTF WAS I THINKING???????????????
20081021
i have a day off and it doesnt feel like one..at all
- my business cards got checked at customs
fuckfuckfuck. i have to pay additional custom costs
in total, i would be paying $40 for shipping..just from the US
- this ruaware crap is taking alot longer than i thought
- i have a write up due thursday that i totally forgot about
- i dont have a top for commencement
- i dont have jewelry for the wedding
- i dont have a dance/evening dress for the wedding
- i dont have any ideas for hair/makeup for the wedding
- i havent started my term papers/essays...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
EDIT: 8:53pm // my eyes hurt. 8 hours on the computer.
AHRELWJRL:EKWJR:EWKJRKLEWJRKLEW
- my business cards got checked at customs
fuckfuckfuck. i have to pay additional custom costs
in total, i would be paying $40 for shipping..just from the US
- this ruaware crap is taking alot longer than i thought
- i have a write up due thursday that i totally forgot about
- i dont have a top for commencement
- i dont have jewelry for the wedding
- i dont have a dance/evening dress for the wedding
- i dont have any ideas for hair/makeup for the wedding
- i havent started my term papers/essays...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
EDIT: 8:53pm // my eyes hurt. 8 hours on the computer.
AHRELWJRL:EKWJR:EWKJRKLEWJRKLEW
20081019
i actually have 4 essays due in the next 2 weeks.
what a bitch.
final meeting with banquet hall today.
so scary!!!!!!!
im looking to explore new artistic routes...
something totally different.
this my love, with be a secret of mine ;)
my real passion.
ps. i should be looking up intern positions.
NEW YORK!! yehh :)
my parents arent fond of letting me go to LA cause they said its falling apart
wtf. im not going to be floating in water in the midst of an earthquake.
actually..that may happen.
what a bitch.
final meeting with banquet hall today.
so scary!!!!!!!
im looking to explore new artistic routes...
something totally different.
this my love, with be a secret of mine ;)
my real passion.
ps. i should be looking up intern positions.
NEW YORK!! yehh :)
my parents arent fond of letting me go to LA cause they said its falling apart
wtf. im not going to be floating in water in the midst of an earthquake.
actually..that may happen.
20081018
20081017
20081015
FUCKIN HMWK
I CANT STAND THIS SHIT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
AHHHHHHHHHrwelhrlekwhrlkewjrlkewjlrjweql
why do these teachers give so much damn time-consuming
CRAP for us to do? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
WHY AM I BLOGGING?
BCZ I NEED A FUCKIN REST FOR WORKING 6 HOURS STRAIGHT
i'm mad. someone save me.
please.
this wedding stuff isnt making my life any easier.
i have 3 papers due in the next 2 weeks
edit: OH, how the FUCK can i forget?
i have design projects too. im in a design program, duh...
AR EOW:JRKELWJREKWJRERJQLR:JEWL:RKEW:LREWREW
ASSS SHIT. FUCK BITCH RETARD CRAP ASS FUCKER
BITCH SHITHOLE LOSER CRAPFACE
edit: OH SHIT, i said BITCH twice...my bad
ok. im going to stop now.
sorry for the foul language.
I CANT STAND THIS SHIT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
AHHHHHHHHHrwelhrlekwhrlkewjrlkewjlrjweql
why do these teachers give so much damn time-consuming
CRAP for us to do? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
WHY AM I BLOGGING?
BCZ I NEED A FUCKIN REST FOR WORKING 6 HOURS STRAIGHT
i'm mad. someone save me.
please.
this wedding stuff isnt making my life any easier.
i have 3 papers due in the next 2 weeks
edit: OH, how the FUCK can i forget?
i have design projects too. im in a design program, duh...
AR EOW:JRKELWJREKWJRERJQLR:JEWL:RKEW:LREWREW
ASSS SHIT. FUCK BITCH RETARD CRAP ASS FUCKER
BITCH SHITHOLE LOSER CRAPFACE
edit: OH SHIT, i said BITCH twice...my bad
ok. im going to stop now.
sorry for the foul language.
20081010
20081008
what kind of teacher makes you hand in a works cited before the essay is due?
what kind of teacher makes you write about something that someone else said about something?
what kind of teacher expects you to research books in the library that aren't there?
the same teacher who teachers me critical issues in design, that's who.
this essay is killing me. i wrote my thesis, shut off my laptop and went to bed. i woke up shortly, turned on my laptop, expanded my thesis because I'm not really sure what needs to be done. So i wrote a second thesis. this thesis and works cited is worth 10% of my grade. yup, just the works cited and thesis. how do you cite resources when you haven't written the paper yet?
someone help me.
i have a million more papers + design projects to do.
this long weekend is just going to make me lazy, it's not more working time.
KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what kind of teacher makes you write about something that someone else said about something?
what kind of teacher expects you to research books in the library that aren't there?
the same teacher who teachers me critical issues in design, that's who.
this essay is killing me. i wrote my thesis, shut off my laptop and went to bed. i woke up shortly, turned on my laptop, expanded my thesis because I'm not really sure what needs to be done. So i wrote a second thesis. this thesis and works cited is worth 10% of my grade. yup, just the works cited and thesis. how do you cite resources when you haven't written the paper yet?
someone help me.
i have a million more papers + design projects to do.
this long weekend is just going to make me lazy, it's not more working time.
KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20081006
20080928
ugh
i dont like it when people talk about you.
it makes me hate you even more and i cant stand it.
i hope to never see your face again.
but i know.. i will =/ sometime...
it makes me hate you even more and i cant stand it.
i hope to never see your face again.
but i know.. i will =/ sometime...
20080925
happy birthday stinky :)
happy birthday ugly pooh :)!!!!!!!!!
i can't believe i'm blogging right now...i thought i'd be pulling some serious all-nighter. i have two HUGE projects due tmw and i spent my day putting books together, getting them binded, mounting...OMG just a whole lot of junk. i'm SO tired. i worked 10 hours STRAIGHT. i didn't even have dinner. i can't now, it's too late. i JUST showered. my life is being taken away :(
i'm so exhausted.
save me
oh yea, my finger is cut n it hurts like a bitch.
i put a band-aid on my finger and found out bandages and fingers work as very good folding bones :)
i can't believe i'm blogging right now...i thought i'd be pulling some serious all-nighter. i have two HUGE projects due tmw and i spent my day putting books together, getting them binded, mounting...OMG just a whole lot of junk. i'm SO tired. i worked 10 hours STRAIGHT. i didn't even have dinner. i can't now, it's too late. i JUST showered. my life is being taken away :(
i'm so exhausted.
save me
oh yea, my finger is cut n it hurts like a bitch.
i put a band-aid on my finger and found out bandages and fingers work as very good folding bones :)
20080921
julie is... currently designing a cheap business card at 3AM...
i found a business card printing deal i cant give up.
- rounded corners
- matte w/ uv spot finish
- double sided 4c print
- 1000cards = $90
i'll get plastic cards when i'm rich enough.
i need temporary cards.
"do you have a business card?"
"uhh...no"
yea, i felt like an idiot.
GNITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i'll update about school at another time.
i found a business card printing deal i cant give up.
- rounded corners
- matte w/ uv spot finish
- double sided 4c print
- 1000cards = $90
i'll get plastic cards when i'm rich enough.
i need temporary cards.
"do you have a business card?"
"uhh...no"
yea, i felt like an idiot.
GNITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i'll update about school at another time.
20080913
i'm going to start stashing away 1grand to redecorate my room next summer.
considering im not going to get a job this yr...im a little concerned about where the money will come from.
black, white and dark purple it is!
SOOOOOOOOOO TIRED.
this wedding stuff is making me go all alskhtljtlreterlt.
imagine if it was my wedding...
we made sauteed peaches and pears..+ crepes for dessert.
yum!
im so bored of life. shit.
i dont mean that in an emo way AT ALL
oh yea
watch this: freggn hilarious
there's something about this girl...seems a lot like.....me? in some ways..what she says about affliction clothing is so damn funny. i wonder if you boys who wear that shit realize it aint so hot when you all wear it..............
considering im not going to get a job this yr...im a little concerned about where the money will come from.
black, white and dark purple it is!
SOOOOOOOOOO TIRED.
this wedding stuff is making me go all alskhtljtlreterlt.
imagine if it was my wedding...
we made sauteed peaches and pears..+ crepes for dessert.
yum!
im so bored of life. shit.
i dont mean that in an emo way AT ALL
oh yea
watch this: freggn hilarious
there's something about this girl...seems a lot like.....me? in some ways..what she says about affliction clothing is so damn funny. i wonder if you boys who wear that shit realize it aint so hot when you all wear it..............
20080912
:)
class went extremely well today.
the stress paid off. the critiques went great..well mine did anyways!
im allowed to be cocky. i worked so freggin hard.
it's going to be another week of work... not fun at all.
lots and lots of work.
wedding stuff this weekend.
and hmwk begins on sunday!
did i mention how many hot asian boys are at york?
i think i have..and the TEL building is like asian CENTRAL.
damn! im one lucky girl ahahahahah
jk. i plan on dating my books for the rest of my uni experience.
i got an amazing typography book today.
bedtime stories! woohoo!................
k..im not quite at that geeky stage yet....
LOL BELUGA brought a box of poptarts to crit.issues lecture
bahahahahahha. WANT SOME GRAVY WITH THAT?????????!!!!!
i'm doing to play some DS before i sleep.
i havent had time for it :(
it's my second bf to my mac!
oh yea..i left my bench jacket at school today and was SO freaked out that it would be stolen....so i went back to school in the mddle of traffic! luckily the drive wasnt so bad going home. anywho, i dont even have my security card yet (i dont know where to get it and i only go to the buildings i know. im in fear of getting lost) BUT yea..so my brothers n i stayed at campus..the weather was gorgeous..there were hot dog vendors..tons of ppl..and iono. it hit my that im in big ppl school now.....although i look like a middle school kid in sweats and a sweater..holding books and a jacket....... fantastic!
EDIT: oh shit. i went off topic with that paragraph. uh yes, i did find my jacket. luckily there were 2 YSDN girls in there. i was hoping there was nobody so i can find a hot boy with a security card. BAHAHAH. no, im not desperate. i just think the school has lots of good eyecandies! that's all!
foreal now...im gone!
ok. goodnight :)
the stress paid off. the critiques went great..well mine did anyways!
im allowed to be cocky. i worked so freggin hard.
it's going to be another week of work... not fun at all.
lots and lots of work.
wedding stuff this weekend.
and hmwk begins on sunday!
did i mention how many hot asian boys are at york?
i think i have..and the TEL building is like asian CENTRAL.
damn! im one lucky girl ahahahahah
jk. i plan on dating my books for the rest of my uni experience.
i got an amazing typography book today.
bedtime stories! woohoo!................
k..im not quite at that geeky stage yet....
LOL BELUGA brought a box of poptarts to crit.issues lecture
bahahahahahha. WANT SOME GRAVY WITH THAT?????????!!!!!
i'm doing to play some DS before i sleep.
i havent had time for it :(
it's my second bf to my mac!
oh yea..i left my bench jacket at school today and was SO freaked out that it would be stolen....so i went back to school in the mddle of traffic! luckily the drive wasnt so bad going home. anywho, i dont even have my security card yet (i dont know where to get it and i only go to the buildings i know. im in fear of getting lost) BUT yea..so my brothers n i stayed at campus..the weather was gorgeous..there were hot dog vendors..tons of ppl..and iono. it hit my that im in big ppl school now.....although i look like a middle school kid in sweats and a sweater..holding books and a jacket....... fantastic!
EDIT: oh shit. i went off topic with that paragraph. uh yes, i did find my jacket. luckily there were 2 YSDN girls in there. i was hoping there was nobody so i can find a hot boy with a security card. BAHAHAH. no, im not desperate. i just think the school has lots of good eyecandies! that's all!
foreal now...im gone!
ok. goodnight :)
20080911
i gave up. already =/
im incredibly stressed.
i cant do all this hmwk all at one time. i do nothing else.
fuckkkkkkkkk........
i dont want to go to class tmw
i didnt finish my shit and im not going to.
i dont even know wtf i need...
im so sick of complaining...
i dont want to do anything.
i only slept 3 hours last night :/
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
EDIT: 12:51am
nvm.im going to keep trying..and do more than i had...it's better than having less..RIGHT? :(
i cant do all this hmwk all at one time. i do nothing else.
fuckkkkkkkkk........
i dont want to go to class tmw
i didnt finish my shit and im not going to.
i dont even know wtf i need...
im so sick of complaining...
i dont want to do anything.
i only slept 3 hours last night :/
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
EDIT: 12:51am
nvm.im going to keep trying..and do more than i had...it's better than having less..RIGHT? :(
20080910
ughhhhhhhh
i need to sleeeeeeep by my starbucks has kicked in... a little too late
so i did my critical issues hmwk long ago, like a good girl.
the class is tmw. i reviewed my notes and realized how fucked i am bcz i dont understand the purpose of the report that i have to write tmw that is worth a shitload of my grade. so i crunched some time from my visualcomm. class to do some further research. bcz i did this, im behind on other crap. and i MUST sleep bcz i have an early class.
rejqw,hrjkweqhrkweq. i wish i went to college..or something.
maybe design at george brown wouldve been better. WAIT. no.
it's too late.
im sick of lectures. i freakin hate them.
im tired of complaining about school. it's not going to get any better. i do love the campuses n w/e but the workload is sickening........ ahhhhhh.............
goodnight :(
time to youtube before i sleep :P
so i did my critical issues hmwk long ago, like a good girl.
the class is tmw. i reviewed my notes and realized how fucked i am bcz i dont understand the purpose of the report that i have to write tmw that is worth a shitload of my grade. so i crunched some time from my visualcomm. class to do some further research. bcz i did this, im behind on other crap. and i MUST sleep bcz i have an early class.
rejqw,hrjkweqhrkweq. i wish i went to college..or something.
maybe design at george brown wouldve been better. WAIT. no.
it's too late.
im sick of lectures. i freakin hate them.
im tired of complaining about school. it's not going to get any better. i do love the campuses n w/e but the workload is sickening........ ahhhhhh.............
goodnight :(
time to youtube before i sleep :P
20080909
FINALLYYYYY
i just finish my first project... finally.
it took two days.
and i made 48 type logos in TWO DAYS.
fourty - eight........................................
it was a struggle. i usually make one logo and work from there..but not this time!
.....project #2 starts tmw...shit.
im gonna play some DS before i sleep :)
it's like my bedtime story..except its a game.......lol
gnite :)
it took two days.
and i made 48 type logos in TWO DAYS.
fourty - eight........................................
it was a struggle. i usually make one logo and work from there..but not this time!
.....project #2 starts tmw...shit.
im gonna play some DS before i sleep :)
it's like my bedtime story..except its a game.......lol
gnite :)
20080906
hi, i'm pixelated
im doing hmwk. on a saturday night. yay........
new dp!!!!!! it's PIXELATED. literally. well..the big original file is.
notice how my hair is so brown? yea. i think i over coloured it and now its all faded and brown. im not sure if i like it. i really want to go back to black hair but if i do, its very hard to colour it again. i realized after going outside today that my hair...is the lightest its ever been. it looks so fake ahahhahah. but w/e. i'll decide what to do once my roots get longer. oh living the girly life.
im talking to an old friend. really old friend.
damn. i miss those days!
new dp!!!!!! it's PIXELATED. literally. well..the big original file is.
notice how my hair is so brown? yea. i think i over coloured it and now its all faded and brown. im not sure if i like it. i really want to go back to black hair but if i do, its very hard to colour it again. i realized after going outside today that my hair...is the lightest its ever been. it looks so fake ahahhahah. but w/e. i'll decide what to do once my roots get longer. oh living the girly life.
im talking to an old friend. really old friend.
damn. i miss those days!
its bedtime.
i've been up for 4 extra hours to speak to friends :(
ahhhhh...miss them.
i have to go to a hair trial appointment tmw @ 12
and a bridal show
n i have shit loads of hmwk to do.
MY LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
not really....my school life sucks.
ok
goodnight
i hope you dont say a word
cause....well..just dont say anything. please....
i know how stupid u can be..n how much u brag
although its not anything good to brag about.
please. just keep your mouth shut.
its done. over with. and we've moved on.
bye
i've been up for 4 extra hours to speak to friends :(
ahhhhh...miss them.
i have to go to a hair trial appointment tmw @ 12
and a bridal show
n i have shit loads of hmwk to do.
MY LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
not really....my school life sucks.
ok
goodnight
i hope you dont say a word
cause....well..just dont say anything. please....
i know how stupid u can be..n how much u brag
although its not anything good to brag about.
please. just keep your mouth shut.
its done. over with. and we've moved on.
bye
20080904
ahhhhh
i'm exhausted. SO exhausted.
i'm almost dying..................ALMOST.
i've only had...hmm... lets count...one....two.......
THREE CLASSES (so far). and i'm DRAINED.
you know, 3-4 hour classes aren't fun. nope. not at all.
i'll admit, i have some pretty decent professors from what i know of them so far...but...the classes are toooooooo long. and the hmwk load is EXTREMELY retarded. as i was told, 1 hour of class = 2 hours of hmwk. so let me calculate this for you, 4hours classesx2= 8 hours! they're not kidding. no lie, it's worth like 7-8 hours of work per design class. i can't believe it. i'm suppose to do 1-2 hours a day.
ok. i'll post later.
i just got a colour LASER printer
WOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! :)
EDIT: 11:27PM
my darn hiccups won't go away!!!!!!!! :(
yayyyyy! i have a day off tmw :) time to rest...from school. but i have SOOOOOO much client work to do. Peel work. i'm so screwed. i really dont know how im gonna balance all of this. i also have my brothers guestbook and video slideshow :S
i also get to sleep in. :D
btw, there are actually a lot of hot boys at york. DAMN. asian and white. hot girls too =/ well..my brother told me so...i have thursday classes at the same time as my brother. :) but yea...
too bad these boys aren't in my program...in my year.
ok. w/e
my brother told me i cant have a bf in university cause it'll distract me. it probably will. SCHOOL NERD FOR LIFE............................................OK. maybe. not... :P
BEDTIME
i'm almost dying..................ALMOST.
i've only had...hmm... lets count...one....two.......
THREE CLASSES (so far). and i'm DRAINED.
you know, 3-4 hour classes aren't fun. nope. not at all.
i'll admit, i have some pretty decent professors from what i know of them so far...but...the classes are toooooooo long. and the hmwk load is EXTREMELY retarded. as i was told, 1 hour of class = 2 hours of hmwk. so let me calculate this for you, 4hours classesx2= 8 hours! they're not kidding. no lie, it's worth like 7-8 hours of work per design class. i can't believe it. i'm suppose to do 1-2 hours a day.
ok. i'll post later.
i just got a colour LASER printer
WOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! :)
EDIT: 11:27PM
my darn hiccups won't go away!!!!!!!! :(
yayyyyy! i have a day off tmw :) time to rest...from school. but i have SOOOOOO much client work to do. Peel work. i'm so screwed. i really dont know how im gonna balance all of this. i also have my brothers guestbook and video slideshow :S
i also get to sleep in. :D
btw, there are actually a lot of hot boys at york. DAMN. asian and white. hot girls too =/ well..my brother told me so...i have thursday classes at the same time as my brother. :) but yea...
too bad these boys aren't in my program...in my year.
ok. w/e
my brother told me i cant have a bf in university cause it'll distract me. it probably will. SCHOOL NERD FOR LIFE............................................OK. maybe. not... :P
BEDTIME
20080831
..
woohoooooo! i have LEO-PARD :) soo shhhhhhheeexy....
anywho, are there ppl in your life whom you cant look at...bcz the thought of the pisses you off? yea..i have a few of those. and i cant stand it. bcz youre freakin EVERYWHERE. i hear of you EVERYWHERE. and i just can stand it anymore. im so glad youre gone...leaving....... so i will never have to see u again. the days i saw you were nice. but i will NEVER do it again. there's something about you. ah. i was so stupid.
as for you, youre so damn goodlooking it pisses me off that youre good- looking and a fag all at the same time. whatever. we had our good times. its fine ;)
and you, i dont actually look at you or your pictures. your name pisses me off. thats enough ahahahhahahaa
w/e. im just a HATER.
busy freakin week.
excited for school? heh...........
anywho, are there ppl in your life whom you cant look at...bcz the thought of the pisses you off? yea..i have a few of those. and i cant stand it. bcz youre freakin EVERYWHERE. i hear of you EVERYWHERE. and i just can stand it anymore. im so glad youre gone...leaving....... so i will never have to see u again. the days i saw you were nice. but i will NEVER do it again. there's something about you. ah. i was so stupid.
as for you, youre so damn goodlooking it pisses me off that youre good- looking and a fag all at the same time. whatever. we had our good times. its fine ;)
and you, i dont actually look at you or your pictures. your name pisses me off. thats enough ahahahhahahaa
w/e. im just a HATER.
busy freakin week.
excited for school? heh...........
20080822
goodbye
i just had a goodbye talk with my co-worker..
although, it really isn't goodbye since i'm coming back on sept5 to pick up another project =/ i dont think it's hit me till now that i've been here for 3 years... THREE YEARS?! omg...summer co-op.....ooooh boy. it was my first encounter dealing with older peeps...and being around them for hours a day. there are some strange people but overall, very nice. i like how i'm not treated like a student although it's clear i'm the only student in this building. it's a real job and now...its OVERRRRRRRRR. not quite yet...but almost. i havent learned much here but i've sure gained a crap load of connections with big designers which is why im guaranteed an intern placement during 3rd year. maybe at that time, i'll want bigger things but the opportunity to work in a real design firm is there, and i'm thankful. i've really worked my ass off to make this career of mine happen right before my eyes. i don't think it's really grown but it's definitely getting me somewhere. I like to believe that because i've worked so hard, things come easy. but that doesn't necessarily work because i did try hard to begin with. oh complications. i just want my name to be out there as a young designer. i don't care whether people say i'm good or not, i just want to be known for doing a lot at a young age. the design industry is all about experience. i can get into the whole issue of having a degree vs. having real job experiences but i won't. it's too complicated. my journey as a little design intern to becoming an actual "uncertified graphic designer" has been a real interesting experience. but for now, i'll settle to just being a university "student." that's all. i'll just wait and finish design school before i think about becoming a "certified designer." one chapter ends and another one starts. york university, here i come!!!!!!!!! :)
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woohoo0o0oo!!!!!!!! let the summer begin!!!!!!
ahhhhhhfuck. it's already over.
let me remind myself that i've done nothing summer.
i have been working 5 days a week, 40 hours a week, 8 hours a day
i've done nothing this summer
i haven't even seen the damn olympics that i do enjoy
i only have a week left until school starts
high school is over. yes julie, it is. it was over long ago. you know, it still hasnt kicked in that high school is over. that's why i dont really have a post on the end of highschool. i refuse to believe its over since i'm stil in contact with my teachers which is wrong..bcz i shoouldve kicked them out of my life the second school finished! just kidding! but yea...i'm still in highschool until sept 2nd or 3rd... i dont know the date school starts. i dont want to know. wait, i'm not in highschool anymore but i'll pretend i am..........it makes me feel better so let me be.
:)
happy weekend!
PS: i hope to get a pair of new spectacles this weekend. the damn eye doctor finally has my lenses after realizing i can't go back to indonesia just to get a new pair because HE screwed up my prescription... ha ha ha............. i'm looking at armani's and a Guess pair. choices..choices. i'll get both :)
although, it really isn't goodbye since i'm coming back on sept5 to pick up another project =/ i dont think it's hit me till now that i've been here for 3 years... THREE YEARS?! omg...summer co-op.....ooooh boy. it was my first encounter dealing with older peeps...and being around them for hours a day. there are some strange people but overall, very nice. i like how i'm not treated like a student although it's clear i'm the only student in this building. it's a real job and now...its OVERRRRRRRRR. not quite yet...but almost. i havent learned much here but i've sure gained a crap load of connections with big designers which is why im guaranteed an intern placement during 3rd year. maybe at that time, i'll want bigger things but the opportunity to work in a real design firm is there, and i'm thankful. i've really worked my ass off to make this career of mine happen right before my eyes. i don't think it's really grown but it's definitely getting me somewhere. I like to believe that because i've worked so hard, things come easy. but that doesn't necessarily work because i did try hard to begin with. oh complications. i just want my name to be out there as a young designer. i don't care whether people say i'm good or not, i just want to be known for doing a lot at a young age. the design industry is all about experience. i can get into the whole issue of having a degree vs. having real job experiences but i won't. it's too complicated. my journey as a little design intern to becoming an actual "uncertified graphic designer" has been a real interesting experience. but for now, i'll settle to just being a university "student." that's all. i'll just wait and finish design school before i think about becoming a "certified designer." one chapter ends and another one starts. york university, here i come!!!!!!!!! :)
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woohoo0o0oo!!!!!!!! let the summer begin!!!!!!
ahhhhhhfuck. it's already over.
let me remind myself that i've done nothing summer.
i have been working 5 days a week, 40 hours a week, 8 hours a day
i've done nothing this summer
i haven't even seen the damn olympics that i do enjoy
i only have a week left until school starts
high school is over. yes julie, it is. it was over long ago. you know, it still hasnt kicked in that high school is over. that's why i dont really have a post on the end of highschool. i refuse to believe its over since i'm stil in contact with my teachers which is wrong..bcz i shoouldve kicked them out of my life the second school finished! just kidding! but yea...i'm still in highschool until sept 2nd or 3rd... i dont know the date school starts. i dont want to know. wait, i'm not in highschool anymore but i'll pretend i am..........it makes me feel better so let me be.
:)
happy weekend!
PS: i hope to get a pair of new spectacles this weekend. the damn eye doctor finally has my lenses after realizing i can't go back to indonesia just to get a new pair because HE screwed up my prescription... ha ha ha............. i'm looking at armani's and a Guess pair. choices..choices. i'll get both :)
SIGNS
15 signs you're a bad graphic designer
http://justcreativedesign.com/2007/12/06/bad-graphic-design/
23 Signs That You're Becoming a Design Geek
http://www.crestock.com/blog/design/23-signs-that-youre-becoming-a-design-geek-26.aspx
this is funny
http://justcreativedesign.com/2007/12/06/bad-graphic-design/
23 Signs That You're Becoming a Design Geek
http://www.crestock.com/blog/design/23-signs-that-youre-becoming-a-design-geek-26.aspx
this is funny
last day!
yay :) last day of work.
i'm not that sad cause i know it won't be the end of the PDSB for me....although i will not be returning next year. i told myself i will not give in and take any jobs anymore. i deserve a break from designing outside of school.
i have a lady working behind me. it's a little awkward bcz she won't get out of her seat. she hasn't even eaten lunch yet. i wonder if shes hungry..i can give her a bit of my food :) maybe not.
i'm anticipating a relaxing weekend. i'm having pizza night with the family tonight. havent had pizza in a while...
yayyy! elvis is coming back today!! for one hour :/ i cant wait to see pictures.
so..remember how i had the original idea or ordering business cards in indonesia? well, i've changed my mind. i want something more interesting than a folding business card as if that's not interesting enough. i'm going for either a "green" business card or a frosty plastic one. i think a business card can portray a lot about you as a designer. it's like..the first impression but not exactly considering you must meet the person to give them a card...unless you mail it or something.i'm just shopping around looking for good deals. they're quite pricey. i'm looking at around $300+ for about 150-200 cards. that is REALLY expensive. by the time i establish myself in the industry, maybe i'll be giving away a free computer with my contacts engraved on it or something.. who knows!
back to the research. i'm not designing ANYTHING for the rest of the day. it's kind of like a scavenger hunt trying to look for all my printed publications here at the board. no one seems to know where they are anymore...... it makes me a little worried.
toodles <3
have a FABBBBBB weekend!
i'm not that sad cause i know it won't be the end of the PDSB for me....although i will not be returning next year. i told myself i will not give in and take any jobs anymore. i deserve a break from designing outside of school.
i have a lady working behind me. it's a little awkward bcz she won't get out of her seat. she hasn't even eaten lunch yet. i wonder if shes hungry..i can give her a bit of my food :) maybe not.
i'm anticipating a relaxing weekend. i'm having pizza night with the family tonight. havent had pizza in a while...
yayyy! elvis is coming back today!! for one hour :/ i cant wait to see pictures.
so..remember how i had the original idea or ordering business cards in indonesia? well, i've changed my mind. i want something more interesting than a folding business card as if that's not interesting enough. i'm going for either a "green" business card or a frosty plastic one. i think a business card can portray a lot about you as a designer. it's like..the first impression but not exactly considering you must meet the person to give them a card...unless you mail it or something.i'm just shopping around looking for good deals. they're quite pricey. i'm looking at around $300+ for about 150-200 cards. that is REALLY expensive. by the time i establish myself in the industry, maybe i'll be giving away a free computer with my contacts engraved on it or something.. who knows!
back to the research. i'm not designing ANYTHING for the rest of the day. it's kind of like a scavenger hunt trying to look for all my printed publications here at the board. no one seems to know where they are anymore...... it makes me a little worried.
toodles <3
have a FABBBBBB weekend!
20080821
:|
ahh...second last day of work.
i'm going out for lunch with the co-workers today.
it's been a very busy couple weeks.
yesterday, i went for tux fittings with the groomsmen and my brother+fiance.
lol. i never realized how boring and unform-fitting tuxes and suits are.
it almost makes me feel super for being a girl lol
elvis is coming back from the Dominican republic tmw..
he's gonna be back for an hour..and leave to montreal =/
it's my little cousins birthday this weekend.
i cant believe how fast they all grow..
ethan and justin are starting school =/ wtheck. that's..just to fast.
and i'm going to university. ..my parents should feel old...real old!
to all you girls out there: now is the best time to get swimwear !! they're soooooo cheap!!!!! i got 2 more..although i wont have the chance to wear them this year, i can wer them next year. i have 3 new ones and 2 older ones. i better be going to the beach every week next summer to make good use of them!
cant believe the summer holidays are nearly over............
wait.. the summer holidays are nearly over but my summer jobs aren't..i can't believe i'm carrying client projects over to the new school year because they don't freakin check their email. I just sent emails telling them i need to move forward..i'm starting school so please check your emails? ok, it wasn't literally worded like that...but something along those lines.
i have:
- RUAWARE workbook, welcome poster, event poster (this is gonna be bitch work)
- CM letterhead, web banner
- Firwin brochures x2
- PDSB event crap..i dont have details on this one yet
seriously...........i'm too nice in this design world sometimes....
i'm not sure how im gonna finish this all considering i only have 1 day off of school now.....
i'm going out for lunch with the co-workers today.
it's been a very busy couple weeks.
yesterday, i went for tux fittings with the groomsmen and my brother+fiance.
lol. i never realized how boring and unform-fitting tuxes and suits are.
it almost makes me feel super for being a girl lol
elvis is coming back from the Dominican republic tmw..
he's gonna be back for an hour..and leave to montreal =/
it's my little cousins birthday this weekend.
i cant believe how fast they all grow..
ethan and justin are starting school =/ wtheck. that's..just to fast.
and i'm going to university. ..my parents should feel old...real old!
to all you girls out there: now is the best time to get swimwear !! they're soooooo cheap!!!!! i got 2 more..although i wont have the chance to wear them this year, i can wer them next year. i have 3 new ones and 2 older ones. i better be going to the beach every week next summer to make good use of them!
cant believe the summer holidays are nearly over............
wait.. the summer holidays are nearly over but my summer jobs aren't..i can't believe i'm carrying client projects over to the new school year because they don't freakin check their email. I just sent emails telling them i need to move forward..i'm starting school so please check your emails? ok, it wasn't literally worded like that...but something along those lines.
i have:
- RUAWARE workbook, welcome poster, event poster (this is gonna be bitch work)
- CM letterhead, web banner
- Firwin brochures x2
- PDSB event crap..i dont have details on this one yet
seriously...........i'm too nice in this design world sometimes....
i'm not sure how im gonna finish this all considering i only have 1 day off of school now.....
20080820
lol
i guess i'n not the only one that thinks youre a jerk.
i'm sooooooo over it. fag.
so..i have 2 1/2 days of work left...
and..........they gave me a new project.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF?!!!!!!
...............
i'm sooooooo over it. fag.
so..i have 2 1/2 days of work left...
and..........they gave me a new project.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF?!!!!!!
...............
20080819
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
omggggggg.
my IB art stuff got remarked and i went up a level!!!!!!!!!
i knew i deserved more than i got.......im so excited and it bought my average up..not that it makes that much of a difference now.... but still.... :D who knew my stuff would get remarked..i didnt. i think everyone's stuff got remarked. we all deserve higher grades. i was shocked with the initial levels... =/ oh.. art is too subjective.
that is good news.
but i'm having a shit time dealing with my timetable for york.
it was requested that i shift one of my classes since one of the courses i enrolled in was "overloaded" which isnt my fault..but i offered to switch things around and now my timetable is even more screwed since everything is closed. i'm doing something nice n get myself into more confusion.
but im happy :)
**********EDIT************ 2:35PM
woohoo! my timetable works out now. classes are switched around but it's all good since i don't have a FULL day at sheridan. but i dont have thursday off anymore...but at least everything is spread out. i'm happy. the york lady is happy.
back to my project runway....
i'm at work..oh yea.............. back to work?
my IB art stuff got remarked and i went up a level!!!!!!!!!
i knew i deserved more than i got.......im so excited and it bought my average up..not that it makes that much of a difference now.... but still.... :D who knew my stuff would get remarked..i didnt. i think everyone's stuff got remarked. we all deserve higher grades. i was shocked with the initial levels... =/ oh.. art is too subjective.
that is good news.
but i'm having a shit time dealing with my timetable for york.
it was requested that i shift one of my classes since one of the courses i enrolled in was "overloaded" which isnt my fault..but i offered to switch things around and now my timetable is even more screwed since everything is closed. i'm doing something nice n get myself into more confusion.
but im happy :)
**********EDIT************ 2:35PM
woohoo! my timetable works out now. classes are switched around but it's all good since i don't have a FULL day at sheridan. but i dont have thursday off anymore...but at least everything is spread out. i'm happy. the york lady is happy.
back to my project runway....
i'm at work..oh yea.............. back to work?
20080818
i am EXHAUSTEDDDDDDDDDD
i'm at work and i just want to fall asleep...considering no one is here :)
last night i was at niagara falls... mid-day till late night.
did not sleep well at all. the A/C wasnt on.
my dad turns it on when it's not hot but turns it off when its burning hot........
i dont get it.
one more week!
of work that is :)
i'm at work and i just want to fall asleep...considering no one is here :)
last night i was at niagara falls... mid-day till late night.
did not sleep well at all. the A/C wasnt on.
my dad turns it on when it's not hot but turns it off when its burning hot........
i dont get it.
one more week!
of work that is :)
20080814
ahhhhh
i'm trying to get my freelancing jobs done and over with but my clients take too long to reply to emails which pushes the whole design process behind. so i end up just doing what i can and leaving the rest...it's so..ugh..frustrating!
so i was told that the information for my RUAWARE stuff won't be done by this friday.........and i finish work the week after giving me very LITTLE time to pull all the designs and text together. so i'm going to be working from home once i start university.....which shouldn't be all that bad cause i get to invoice more as a freelancer...but it's my start of uni =/ of well. i'm also getting a brand new project out of PDSB....my life stinks!!!!!!! i make money but dont have time to spend it! not that it matters...that much :P
i'm going to "design" a new resume today...i'm going to try and get a part-time job during school cause i THINK i have time to...we'll see how it goes! i want to become a stylist or visual merchandiser..
the soon-to-be sister in law's sister is coming tonight.
uptown today? hmmmmm. not sure yet!
so i was told that the information for my RUAWARE stuff won't be done by this friday.........and i finish work the week after giving me very LITTLE time to pull all the designs and text together. so i'm going to be working from home once i start university.....which shouldn't be all that bad cause i get to invoice more as a freelancer...but it's my start of uni =/ of well. i'm also getting a brand new project out of PDSB....my life stinks!!!!!!! i make money but dont have time to spend it! not that it matters...that much :P
i'm going to "design" a new resume today...i'm going to try and get a part-time job during school cause i THINK i have time to...we'll see how it goes! i want to become a stylist or visual merchandiser..
the soon-to-be sister in law's sister is coming tonight.
uptown today? hmmmmm. not sure yet!
20080813
you know what i hate?
the weather! it's so blah..and inconsistent.
on saturday, i had to wear a jacket. SERIOUSLY!
the effects of global warming and people treating the world like shit (that includes me too...sometimes!)
i'm trying to get this RUAWARE junk finished so i can clear up my freelancing stuff cause it's going to take forever. the proof for Directions came in. minor errors but overall, i'm happy :)
what am i going to do today?
i'm still sore.... :S
waking around ikea and the mall yesterday doesn't make my legs feel any better
back to work..........
the weather! it's so blah..and inconsistent.
on saturday, i had to wear a jacket. SERIOUSLY!
the effects of global warming and people treating the world like shit (that includes me too...sometimes!)
i'm trying to get this RUAWARE junk finished so i can clear up my freelancing stuff cause it's going to take forever. the proof for Directions came in. minor errors but overall, i'm happy :)
what am i going to do today?
i'm still sore.... :S
waking around ikea and the mall yesterday doesn't make my legs feel any better
back to work..........
20080812
RUAWARE? 08
so this is what i've been working on all day today. i started 2 weeks ago...but i'm embarrassed to show my first copy. this thing has gone through many transformations and face lifts. i'm not quite done yet...since i dont have any information to put on it...due to .......lazy coworkers! or lack of coworkers...no one is ever working.
so sleepy. time to loaft and do nothing!
i'm not lazy. i just work too fast and i end up having nothing to do. so i have to share my work so i have stuff to do the next day. it's sad.........
:S
i just got asked to be an "actress" for some video
LOLLLLLLLLLLL. i can't act if my life depended on it.
thank God no students will see this thing.
i made sure before i accepted the offer
i have a massive headache
i did not sleep well at all.
i got into bed at 2am =/
it's going to be a long day...........
LOLLLLLLLLLLL. i can't act if my life depended on it.
thank God no students will see this thing.
i made sure before i accepted the offer
i have a massive headache
i did not sleep well at all.
i got into bed at 2am =/
it's going to be a long day...........
too much work........
i have 2 weeks left of work.
uhh wait. about a week and a half =/
and i have SOOOOOOOOO much junk to finish.
- RUAWARE? book cover
- RUAWARE? book content design
- RUAWARE? poster design
...something is missing. i'm not sure what
this is my freelance stuff:
- C.D. logo design
- C.D. business card
- C.D. signage
- Cecily Markus business cards
- Cecily Markus letterhead
- Cecily Markus envelope design
- Cecily Markus website banner
- Firwin brochure x2
all of this needs to be done..or should be done before frosh.
FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
but i'm making lots of $$$. cause i freakin need it!
i'm buying a new ipod this weekend to reward myself.
my current ipod has a crappy battery. dies after 2 hours of use...or less.
and i'm gonna buy more workout clothes
shopping :)
AHHHHHHHH. back to work
uhh wait. about a week and a half =/
and i have SOOOOOOOOO much junk to finish.
- RUAWARE? book cover
- RUAWARE? book content design
- RUAWARE? poster design
...something is missing. i'm not sure what
this is my freelance stuff:
- C.D. logo design
- C.D. business card
- C.D. signage
- Cecily Markus business cards
- Cecily Markus letterhead
- Cecily Markus envelope design
- Cecily Markus website banner
- Firwin brochure x2
all of this needs to be done..or should be done before frosh.
FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
but i'm making lots of $$$. cause i freakin need it!
i'm buying a new ipod this weekend to reward myself.
my current ipod has a crappy battery. dies after 2 hours of use...or less.
and i'm gonna buy more workout clothes
shopping :)
AHHHHHHHH. back to work
crush
I hung up the phone tonight,
Something happened for the first time,
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that
You would ever feel the same away about me,
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away
Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time boy,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever
Something happened for the first time,
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that
You would ever feel the same away about me,
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away
Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time boy,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever
20080811
20080810
UGH
i'm not sure if i'm a lot more frustrated about all of this than i should be. i care a lot more than i should. or should i say YOU let me care a lot more than i should.
FUCKIN ASSSSSSS. i hate you =/ i can't stop telling myself that.
what the...shit.
there's something about you that makes me want to slam your head into a guy's asshole. cause you deserve that shit.
ANYWAYS, gnite.
FUCKIN ASSSSSSS. i hate you =/ i can't stop telling myself that.
what the...shit.
there's something about you that makes me want to slam your head into a guy's asshole. cause you deserve that shit.
ANYWAYS, gnite.
20080809
so tired
---------
ANYWAYS
i'm off to bed.
what am i doing at 2 am?
trying to digest apple pie and french vanilla ice cream, that's what.
i need to sleep to clear my mind.
i dont believe it's been a month and i'm still pissed or w/e i'm feeling..
gnite lovers!
ANYWAYS
i'm off to bed.
what am i doing at 2 am?
trying to digest apple pie and french vanilla ice cream, that's what.
i need to sleep to clear my mind.
i dont believe it's been a month and i'm still pissed or w/e i'm feeling..
gnite lovers!
20080808
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG. my internet is blocked. facebook, youtube.... OMGGGGGGGGGG
wtf. i'm gonna find a way around this..somehow.
ON a BETTER note, i just got a new client!
i hate getting new clients cause i never know how much to charge so i ask for people's opinions and ..its just a mess. but w/e. money is money!
wtf. i'm gonna find a way around this..somehow.
ON a BETTER note, i just got a new client!
i hate getting new clients cause i never know how much to charge so i ask for people's opinions and ..its just a mess. but w/e. money is money!
business cards
sooooo........ i was making a business card for the physio company and was so concentrated i didnt realize i got caught doing other work..at work! LOLLLLLL opppps. that's okay. i'm making more money freelancing anyway........................
i'm working for a client who knows his stuff. designs terms....design techniques and blah blah. he is a marketing guy..so yea! but working for client who know the general aspects of my job can sometimes cause trouble cause they act like they know more than I do =/ and they go all technical on me.........and sometimes, you just need to tell them to shut up, in a nice way of course. i've already sent 2 emails to him explaining why I did what I did and why I didn't do what he wanted. but as a designer, you always do what your client wants EXCEPT for when they ask for something that you know will fuck up their business...cause they're aiming for the wrong target audience. a professional company should not have childish designs........ graphics do not work as letters/text in the professional world. thats a BIG no no! sometimes i just want to smack my head on a cow cause i get to frustrated with some people. luckily it's behind the screen! HAHA
somehow.. i've kept my cool after designing more than 12 logos for this man. that is NOT exaggerated. I've sent MANY samples. it's interesting cause for any other client, i would just design 1 logo and work off that, make changes and w/e. but i guess because i'm working for somehow who understands my job, i need to actually try and do more...cause he can go find someone else =/ and above all...he is my brother's boss. so if i screw up........ i wonder what can happen to my brother!
i've always wondered if I could make a living off freelancing my whole life without actually having a design degree... cause i don't really like school. i think i would benefit more from learning off other people. maybe not. i dont know. we'll wait and seeeeee. i may learn too much in design school...and my small brain might not be able to handle it all. LOL. damn, i took SPEECH IMPROVEMENT. why? cause i can't talk! LOLLLLLL i wanted an easy time that fit in my timetable..and art history shit isn't going to work for me! so i had to take a theater course =/
enough design talk. it's making me sick.
--
taste on danforth, sunday? is it raining? let me checkkkkkk.
uh yea. its definitely raining and it's cold.
my safari isn't working so i'm not visiting my usual sites saved in my favourites.
which is why I did quite a bit of work today..........freelance work..
i'm working for a client who knows his stuff. designs terms....design techniques and blah blah. he is a marketing guy..so yea! but working for client who know the general aspects of my job can sometimes cause trouble cause they act like they know more than I do =/ and they go all technical on me.........and sometimes, you just need to tell them to shut up, in a nice way of course. i've already sent 2 emails to him explaining why I did what I did and why I didn't do what he wanted. but as a designer, you always do what your client wants EXCEPT for when they ask for something that you know will fuck up their business...cause they're aiming for the wrong target audience. a professional company should not have childish designs........ graphics do not work as letters/text in the professional world. thats a BIG no no! sometimes i just want to smack my head on a cow cause i get to frustrated with some people. luckily it's behind the screen! HAHA
somehow.. i've kept my cool after designing more than 12 logos for this man. that is NOT exaggerated. I've sent MANY samples. it's interesting cause for any other client, i would just design 1 logo and work off that, make changes and w/e. but i guess because i'm working for somehow who understands my job, i need to actually try and do more...cause he can go find someone else =/ and above all...he is my brother's boss. so if i screw up........ i wonder what can happen to my brother!
i've always wondered if I could make a living off freelancing my whole life without actually having a design degree... cause i don't really like school. i think i would benefit more from learning off other people. maybe not. i dont know. we'll wait and seeeeee. i may learn too much in design school...and my small brain might not be able to handle it all. LOL. damn, i took SPEECH IMPROVEMENT. why? cause i can't talk! LOLLLLLL i wanted an easy time that fit in my timetable..and art history shit isn't going to work for me! so i had to take a theater course =/
enough design talk. it's making me sick.
--
taste on danforth, sunday? is it raining? let me checkkkkkk.
uh yea. its definitely raining and it's cold.
my safari isn't working so i'm not visiting my usual sites saved in my favourites.
which is why I did quite a bit of work today..........freelance work..
sorrrrrrrrry
the lack of posts are due to......the FUCKLOAD of work i have!!!!!!!!
anywho, i walked into work today with a bunch of co-op students standing infront of the foyer...and i thought about it. that was me THREE summers ago. omg =/ and i'm still here ..at this crappy job!!!!!!! maybe i'm complaining a lot more than i should. i do watch... A LOT of shows..take super long breaks...and.......slack but still, at the end of the day, i do more than anyone else here! well more than the other dude here =/ time flies by too fast. and now im done highschool =/
believe it or not, the fact that highschool has ended hasnt hit me yet. i dont think it will until i start university.....im anxious, scared, worried! i dont know!
i have monday off!!!!!!! with no pay, CRAP! im going to YORKU to get my student card...bcz i have yet to do so. and frosh is coming up...so yeaaaaa!
oh yea, i also do this at work..just kidding. it was just that one day i took pics to savor my memories at this place ... ha ha ha YES, i work in the dark. half the lights are off. thats how i like it. i'll admit, i actually TRIED to make the photoshop look decent. kind of........and YES, i just sat there infront of my laptop taking pictures of myself cause i love myself THATTTTTT much. yea.....................................
BACK TO WORK.
woohoo.
DIRECTORY was off to print yesterday
and i'm sending off DIRECTIONS today!
FINALLY!
the bitch work is coming to and endddddddddd........!!!!!!!
TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS: I also hide my boyfriend under my desk at work so he never leaves my side :) cause you know, boyfriends are ALWAYSSSS suppose to be there for you!!!!!!! just kidding :) he hides in my HUGEEEEEEEEE tote bag......cause i have so much crap to bring to work everyday. might as well bring a side kick...i mean boyfriend...i mean...invisible person that is yet to exist =/ nvm. i'll shut up now.
LATERRRRRRRRRRRRR
anywho, i walked into work today with a bunch of co-op students standing infront of the foyer...and i thought about it. that was me THREE summers ago. omg =/ and i'm still here ..at this crappy job!!!!!!! maybe i'm complaining a lot more than i should. i do watch... A LOT of shows..take super long breaks...and.......slack but still, at the end of the day, i do more than anyone else here! well more than the other dude here =/ time flies by too fast. and now im done highschool =/
believe it or not, the fact that highschool has ended hasnt hit me yet. i dont think it will until i start university.....im anxious, scared, worried! i dont know!
i have monday off!!!!!!! with no pay, CRAP! im going to YORKU to get my student card...bcz i have yet to do so. and frosh is coming up...so yeaaaaa!
oh yea, i also do this at work..just kidding. it was just that one day i took pics to savor my memories at this place ... ha ha ha YES, i work in the dark. half the lights are off. thats how i like it. i'll admit, i actually TRIED to make the photoshop look decent. kind of........and YES, i just sat there infront of my laptop taking pictures of myself cause i love myself THATTTTTT much. yea.....................................
BACK TO WORK.
woohoo.
DIRECTORY was off to print yesterday
and i'm sending off DIRECTIONS today!
FINALLY!
the bitch work is coming to and endddddddddd........!!!!!!!
TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS: I also hide my boyfriend under my desk at work so he never leaves my side :) cause you know, boyfriends are ALWAYSSSS suppose to be there for you!!!!!!! just kidding :) he hides in my HUGEEEEEEEEE tote bag......cause i have so much crap to bring to work everyday. might as well bring a side kick...i mean boyfriend...i mean...invisible person that is yet to exist =/ nvm. i'll shut up now.
LATERRRRRRRRRRRRR
20080807
ALL ALONEEEEEEEEEEEE
im going out of my minddddd
i've been missing you for quite some timeeeeeeeeee
all aloneeeee i am all aloneeeeeeeee
boy picture me and i all alone
baby please come back to meeee
cause that would mean the world to meeeeeee
cause nowwwwwww, i'm all aloneeeeeee
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anywho, my soon-to-be sister-in-law is coming todayyyyyyyy!
i've been missing you for quite some timeeeeeeeeee
all aloneeeee i am all aloneeeeeeeee
boy picture me and i all alone
baby please come back to meeee
cause that would mean the world to meeeeeee
cause nowwwwwww, i'm all aloneeeeeee
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anywho, my soon-to-be sister-in-law is coming todayyyyyyyy!
20080805
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
now i know why you're so ugly!!!!!!!!!!!
you have HORSE teeth!!!!!!!!
eww.
:)
now i know why you're so ugly!!!!!!!!!!!
you have HORSE teeth!!!!!!!!
eww.
:)
my weekend
- dads birthday!
- dads birthday party
- sherway gardens
- vaughn mills
- uhhhhhhhhh. that's about it!
- visited huntington ridge!!!!!!!!!
- saw my PT teacher from fairwind at bass pro shop!!!!!!
i'll update later :)
- dads birthday party
- sherway gardens
- vaughn mills
- uhhhhhhhhh. that's about it!
- visited huntington ridge!!!!!!!!!
- saw my PT teacher from fairwind at bass pro shop!!!!!!
i'll update later :)
20080731
hair straightener
woohoooo! i've established a new technique with my flat iron.
it's just been sitting there....well lying there.
i don't even use the damn thing anymore!
i have my coriolis a good cleaning today with rubbing alcohol.
it still has the manufacturing glue on it cause it's so new.
i've gone through so many cheap flat irons but I thought i'd invest a little more in this one.
even though it's from ebay!!!
you may ask why i straighten my hair when i already have straight hair.
it gives this pin straight hair look. it looks barbie-ish and fake!!!
that's what we all love <3...right?!!! lol jk.
i actually purchased my Corioliss flat iron on ebay for 48bucks!!! regular is $98.00+ (depending on the retailer)
and i went to check ebay again..for the sake of it and the same ebay person jacked the price up like crap!!!!
i guess with gas and shipping costs...the item prices are getting higher, which sucks.
i'm totally up for purchasing the new corioliss flat irons in the future (bcz they are so sleek) but it costs too much.
iono. just a random..note.
i should be sleeping......... but my dad pissed me off so i can't
well. he didnt really do anything. he just talked. well thats doing something.........but he says stupid crap!!!
and he has stupid ringtones as well (it's ringing right now)
ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHH. im too tired to rant.
i work, come home, cook, workout, fall asleep, wake up and blah...
come home and cook? that's not right!!!!!!!!!!!!
although I must admit, that was the absolute BEST baked pasta i had EVER made in my life.
it's just been sitting there....well lying there.
i don't even use the damn thing anymore!
i have my coriolis a good cleaning today with rubbing alcohol.
it still has the manufacturing glue on it cause it's so new.
i've gone through so many cheap flat irons but I thought i'd invest a little more in this one.
even though it's from ebay!!!
you may ask why i straighten my hair when i already have straight hair.
it gives this pin straight hair look. it looks barbie-ish and fake!!!
that's what we all love <3...right?!!! lol jk.
i actually purchased my Corioliss flat iron on ebay for 48bucks!!! regular is $98.00+ (depending on the retailer)
and i went to check ebay again..for the sake of it and the same ebay person jacked the price up like crap!!!!
i guess with gas and shipping costs...the item prices are getting higher, which sucks.
i'm totally up for purchasing the new corioliss flat irons in the future (bcz they are so sleek) but it costs too much.
iono. just a random..note.
i should be sleeping......... but my dad pissed me off so i can't
well. he didnt really do anything. he just talked. well thats doing something.........but he says stupid crap!!!
and he has stupid ringtones as well (it's ringing right now)
ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHH. im too tired to rant.
i work, come home, cook, workout, fall asleep, wake up and blah...
come home and cook? that's not right!!!!!!!!!!!!
although I must admit, that was the absolute BEST baked pasta i had EVER made in my life.
design + deadlines = ? ....i can't calculate this one
soooo...i've been facebook stalking YSDN groups & viewed some MAGGGGGGNIFICENT online portfolios...
andddd i've realized that i've been so caught up in work and freelancing that I haven't designed anything for myself.
let me break this down a little.
ok, so i've always wanted to design a new logo for myself. since ..a long time ago. i whipped my current logo together for National Portfolio Day back in 2006. but it's not something that represents who I am. ok, it doesnt need to literally illustrate who I am but it needs to speak "JDesigns" LOL you know? im not sure how I came up with "JDesigns" i want something a little more creative. but thats a totally different issue. so yea, back to my story-- since my "young" design career has started, I feel like I've been creating projects after projects. it never stops. i took 12 art/design courses in 3 school years. this doesn't include the NUMEROUS # of side jobs that I've done. posters, t-shirts, book covers. i can't look back and say getting my works published was anything bad. because..it's truly the best part of the whole design process. so my logo never happened. my new freelancing "name" never happened. my online portfolio never happened. my online book portfolio never happened. i took all of this upon myself but I don't want to regret or blame myself for anything because in the end, I'm left with a HUGEEEEE portfolio. but all my stuff is just there...scattered...messy..and blah
screw it. im not gonna deal with crappy clients (i havent discussed my current client)
i'm gonna take time off and do things for myself. if i lose a client, i'll gain time for myself HAHA
"I want graphics within the text to create the logo. You know, spines, arms and things like that. Do you get what I mean? Play with type and colours. But make it subtle."
WTF. & this is why I'm worried about getting in to the design industry.
i sent a long reply back saying that intertwining graphics and type won't work. BCZ IT WONT.
"the logos you sent are a little too busy for my wife" WTF? if you have graphics+type you won't even be able to read the shit!!!
enough of that.
back to work.
i'll finish this post another time.
andddd i've realized that i've been so caught up in work and freelancing that I haven't designed anything for myself.
let me break this down a little.
ok, so i've always wanted to design a new logo for myself. since ..a long time ago. i whipped my current logo together for National Portfolio Day back in 2006. but it's not something that represents who I am. ok, it doesnt need to literally illustrate who I am but it needs to speak "JDesigns" LOL you know? im not sure how I came up with "JDesigns" i want something a little more creative. but thats a totally different issue. so yea, back to my story-- since my "young" design career has started, I feel like I've been creating projects after projects. it never stops. i took 12 art/design courses in 3 school years. this doesn't include the NUMEROUS # of side jobs that I've done. posters, t-shirts, book covers. i can't look back and say getting my works published was anything bad. because..it's truly the best part of the whole design process. so my logo never happened. my new freelancing "name" never happened. my online portfolio never happened. my online book portfolio never happened. i took all of this upon myself but I don't want to regret or blame myself for anything because in the end, I'm left with a HUGEEEEE portfolio. but all my stuff is just there...scattered...messy..and blah
screw it. im not gonna deal with crappy clients (i havent discussed my current client)
i'm gonna take time off and do things for myself. if i lose a client, i'll gain time for myself HAHA
"I want graphics within the text to create the logo. You know, spines, arms and things like that. Do you get what I mean? Play with type and colours. But make it subtle."
WTF. & this is why I'm worried about getting in to the design industry.
i sent a long reply back saying that intertwining graphics and type won't work. BCZ IT WONT.
"the logos you sent are a little too busy for my wife" WTF? if you have graphics+type you won't even be able to read the shit!!!
enough of that.
back to work.
i'll finish this post another time.
20080730
so i managed to get rid of the blank screen by adding a template layout.
i have NO clue how to work HTML on this thing.
if i alter the template with HTML, the template disappears =/
& i cant find the option to have a standard template........im not sure if it exists.
w/e.
enough blogging.
im tired. as in sleepy..
but im tired of you too =/
boys will be boys!
i have NO clue how to work HTML on this thing.
if i alter the template with HTML, the template disappears =/
& i cant find the option to have a standard template........im not sure if it exists.
w/e.
enough blogging.
im tired. as in sleepy..
but im tired of you too =/
boys will be boys!
20080728
when it hurts
So before we get into the things that we shouldn't do.
I'ma need your undivided attention.
Cause it's fantasies and realities, baby which one are we living in?
When it hurts will we still be here.
Same two lovers all over each other
When it hurts will we still see what we got together, promise that we'll never.
Never be -
Temporary (Not another)
Ordinary (Nuh uh)
We should change people's definition of love.
So forget what you heard.
The only way that this will work is that if you love me when it hurts.
(Can you love me when it hurts)
I'ma need your undivided attention.
Cause it's fantasies and realities, baby which one are we living in?
When it hurts will we still be here.
Same two lovers all over each other
When it hurts will we still see what we got together, promise that we'll never.
Never be -
Temporary (Not another)
Ordinary (Nuh uh)
We should change people's definition of love.
So forget what you heard.
The only way that this will work is that if you love me when it hurts.
(Can you love me when it hurts)
20080726
so flippin tiredddddddd
so i was out and about for half the day and im exhausted.
i woke up & ate.
went to my grandmas to hang out and it was raining like CRAP so we stayed there a lot longer
than we expected to =/ so we had lunch there..well a very late lunch =/
and went to sq1.....for a quick shop....
finally got the gift! omg.
went to get groceries @ korean store
afterwards, went back to another store to get more stuff for a bbq tmw
@ my aunts that i wont be going to. i bumped into my uncles and cousins at the store.
they came to my place afterwards. and my grandma and my cousins family came over after.
and im TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
*yawnnnnnnn. its too early to sleep...what am i going to doooo now..........
screw it. im off to bed.
ps. i need to get my nails done =/
i want new OPI nail polish >:)
damn korean store sells one polish for 12 bucks+tax.
i thought it was some sort of mistake..but i guess not.
pss. my tuition is paid! ALL OF IT. $7309.00 + $450.00 = 7759.00!!!!!!!
its due august 10th. i think its so stupid how students who don't need OSAP..or don't meet
the requirements have an earlier due date. when i say early...i mean wayyyyy earlier. if you pay late, you get FINED. WTF? OSAP students don't need to pay until October. wtf? ok, it doesn't really matter cause you're paying the same amount in the end...but why such a big gap?
maybe i dont know enough about OSAP to understand. ok. im done.
night night :)
oh wait.
PSSS. i paid $450 awhile back for my "enrollment fee" to guarantee that you keep your place
in the courses you enrolled in (this had to be paid 5 days prior to choosing courses). paying your full tuition guarantees your spot in the program. ..ok, but doesn't it make sense to guarantee a spot in the program before you're guaranteed a spot in any course? on top of all this money, tuition and enrollment junk, we were told that approximately $1500 of our tuition cost is for our materials fee which is ALREADY included in the price we pay (the 7 grand). BUT for our YSDN orientation (august27th) they're giving us the option to buy a materials kit for $200. this 200 dollar kit includes pencils, pens, paper and shit like that. yes, it's not expensive or w/e but this is an additional cost on top of the $1500. In terms of materials, what else could we possibly need for ONE year that would cost $1500? printing services...access to computers..........i cant think of anything else. oh whatever. this whole uni. process is about learning ....and trying to figure shit out on your own half the time cause the YSDN staff are bullshit. theres even a facebook group that focuses on the bitchy leaders of YSDN.
enough ranting.
im really going to bed this time.
<3<3
12:27AM: im not sleeping yet
you know what i hate? how my freakin halloween music plays between songs on my itunes.
i should consider deleting it before it pisses me off anymore huh...
hm...i still hate you. well i didnt hate you before. but i've started to.
and i REALLLLLLLLY hate you.
i dont ever want to be anywhere you are. if that makes sense.
you are blocked out of my life for gooooooood!!!!!!
that's what you get for being a jerk and a man whore!!!!!
im over exaggerating. but your a little shit face
20080725
:)
yummmmmm. lebanese pita's and murphy's ice cream for dinnerrrrrr <3
how come no guy has ever taken me for ice cream? candy...popcorn.. ANYTHING
=/ oh, cause i dont meet the right guys LOL
i'm poor. SO poor.
but i'll be rich next week. not rich... but...well off. LOLLLLLLLLL
i need to shop.
I HATE SHOPPING FOR BDAY GIFTS.
its so hard :( i went around the whole mall...
and ended up buying something for myself =/
im so selfish... but its my money. is that being selfish?
ok. im gonna watch movies or something now...
peaceout homies <3
facebook? at work?????????!
so i have an internet wire plugged into my mac...so i can have internet access. duh
i've established today that i also have wireless internet access from who knows where..
and this internet is not part of the PDSB network.......sooooooo...........
i have facebooooooook & all the other sites.
nothing is blocked. except my msn? maybe i just neeed to restart but im lazy since i have to open
all my files all over again. yayyyy . TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's a BEAUTIFUL day
:)
HB
happy birthday baby :)
my one & only.
i can't believe it's been one year. july 25, 2007.
you're in good condition for a one year old.
but you deserve a new fan.
i will get you a new one where you can meet your other mac buddies @ the apple store.
i've spent 4bills on accessories for you. you cost too much.
i might buy an imac to replace you next year. (not replace you.....but...it'll be better than you)
but till then, you're my all.
i love my macbook pro.
it's kind of like...a boyfriend.
<3
PS. this new Speck hard case I got you in June makes you really dirty & dusty.
you need to be vacuumed. i'm considering losing the hard case. it makes you too heavy
although you're free of scratches except for the one on your bum (the battery behind)
but i'm sure your Incase laptop bag will keep you safe and warm. as for your sleeve, you don't
need it anymore. it's not as convenient as I thought. toodles for now
PSS. just to let you know, if we ever fight again, you're being replaced by an iMAC.
i'm was so sick of your hot temper and how you constantly heat up.
you're not as bad as before. this new fan application has surely helped you calm down.
PSS. you're getting too big. next time, i'm getting a 15 inch =/ but youre still really sexy
cause no macbookpro 15 inch will EVER have a hi-res monitor like you ;)
macbookpros are great boyfriends.
they can do more than any guy could.
trust me.
ok..well...they can definitely do more than any guy i've ever dated!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhhhhhhhhh
my one & only.
i can't believe it's been one year. july 25, 2007.
you're in good condition for a one year old.
but you deserve a new fan.
i will get you a new one where you can meet your other mac buddies @ the apple store.
i've spent 4bills on accessories for you. you cost too much.
i might buy an imac to replace you next year. (not replace you.....but...it'll be better than you)
but till then, you're my all.
i love my macbook pro.
it's kind of like...a boyfriend.
<3
PS. this new Speck hard case I got you in June makes you really dirty & dusty.
you need to be vacuumed. i'm considering losing the hard case. it makes you too heavy
although you're free of scratches except for the one on your bum (the battery behind)
but i'm sure your Incase laptop bag will keep you safe and warm. as for your sleeve, you don't
need it anymore. it's not as convenient as I thought. toodles for now
PSS. just to let you know, if we ever fight again, you're being replaced by an iMAC.
i'm was so sick of your hot temper and how you constantly heat up.
you're not as bad as before. this new fan application has surely helped you calm down.
PSS. you're getting too big. next time, i'm getting a 15 inch =/ but youre still really sexy
cause no macbookpro 15 inch will EVER have a hi-res monitor like you ;)
macbookpros are great boyfriends.
they can do more than any guy could.
trust me.
ok..well...they can definitely do more than any guy i've ever dated!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhhhhhhhhh
20080724
BOOOOOOOK MAKING
im going to design a hardcover guestbook for my brothers wedding.
it's gonna be like 50bucks for a hard cover 8x10 inch book.
not baddddddd.
im quite excited.
i just need to wait for all his studio photos
i havent seen the wedding ones yet
i seriously need to do..something
it's gonna be like 50bucks for a hard cover 8x10 inch book.
not baddddddd.
im quite excited.
i just need to wait for all his studio photos
i havent seen the wedding ones yet
i seriously need to do..something
booooooooooooooooooooooooring
so i came to work late today..because i felt like it.
work is SO boring.
from all the retail stories i've heard, i'm determined to believe that it can't be worse than this job.
well..i guess the comparison is quite different considering i'm in an office with no one around me.
where has my new co-worker gone? not gone...but whatever! where the fuck are you? LOL
i do get breaks whenever..and a really long lunch....but its SOOOOOOOOO BORRRRRRRRINGGGGGGGGGG
notice how i've blogged 50 million times this month?
since i've coloured my hair, i've noticed that it's become slightly dryer
something i'm not use to. i started using the Charles Worthington leave-in hair conditioner and
this thing works wonders!!!!!!! it puts moisture back in to my hair..and its soft.
OHHHHHHHH. i was wondering about this yesterday.
this is for GIRLS: (my routine)
face wash: morning & night + wash off makeup
moisturizer: morning & night + before makeup
toner: @ night on the days i don't use a scrub or mask
sun screen: every morning
scrubs: 2x a week
face peel: 1x a week
that is A LOT of work. do you girls do the same?
from some girls i've talked to, they don't use sunscreen on the face.
i think that is one of the most important daily thing a girl MUST have on. rain or shine!
being a girl..is a time waster!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & costs too much money
wtf do boys do? my brother uses "shower water"................................................................
no comment!!
you are the BIGGGGGGGGGGGGESTTTTTTTT dirtbag in the world!
i can't even believe youuuuuuu!!!!!! omg =/
so my brother is getting married in 3 months.
i think in a couple posts below, i said 5 months.
i have severely lost track of time.
where have i been?
back to work :)
work is SO boring.
from all the retail stories i've heard, i'm determined to believe that it can't be worse than this job.
well..i guess the comparison is quite different considering i'm in an office with no one around me.
where has my new co-worker gone? not gone...but whatever! where the fuck are you? LOL
i do get breaks whenever..and a really long lunch....but its SOOOOOOOOO BORRRRRRRRINGGGGGGGGGG
notice how i've blogged 50 million times this month?
since i've coloured my hair, i've noticed that it's become slightly dryer
something i'm not use to. i started using the Charles Worthington leave-in hair conditioner and
this thing works wonders!!!!!!! it puts moisture back in to my hair..and its soft.
OHHHHHHHH. i was wondering about this yesterday.
this is for GIRLS: (my routine)
face wash: morning & night + wash off makeup
moisturizer: morning & night + before makeup
toner: @ night on the days i don't use a scrub or mask
sun screen: every morning
scrubs: 2x a week
face peel: 1x a week
that is A LOT of work. do you girls do the same?
from some girls i've talked to, they don't use sunscreen on the face.
i think that is one of the most important daily thing a girl MUST have on. rain or shine!
being a girl..is a time waster!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & costs too much money
wtf do boys do? my brother uses "shower water"................................................................
no comment!!
you are the BIGGGGGGGGGGGGESTTTTTTTT dirtbag in the world!
i can't even believe youuuuuuu!!!!!! omg =/
so my brother is getting married in 3 months.
i think in a couple posts below, i said 5 months.
i have severely lost track of time.
where have i been?
back to work :)
20080723
wtf
so i was flipping through some old emails and i cant even believe some things i read
was i stupid..or was i STUPID? i was stupid and a half.
it's like a comedy book when i read them..except its not in book form.
so im leaving work early.
no one is here. im bored as hell.
the weather is crap.
i dont get paid till next friday. not this friday..but the one after
im poor till then. so basically i would've worked 4 weeks before i would get paid once..interesting =/
the reality of a government job. you work with freggin lazy ppl. and it makes you feel lazy...bcz you're allowed to be?
get me?.. lol
seems like weekend plans are flop?
the weather has been SHIT.
have you heard? we're having record breaking amount of rain in the GTA.
it's predicted to break the record high with todays water level
ooh.my brother is here to pick me up
LATERRRRRRRR
was i stupid..or was i STUPID? i was stupid and a half.
it's like a comedy book when i read them..except its not in book form.
so im leaving work early.
no one is here. im bored as hell.
the weather is crap.
i dont get paid till next friday. not this friday..but the one after
im poor till then. so basically i would've worked 4 weeks before i would get paid once..interesting =/
the reality of a government job. you work with freggin lazy ppl. and it makes you feel lazy...bcz you're allowed to be?
get me?.. lol
seems like weekend plans are flop?
the weather has been SHIT.
have you heard? we're having record breaking amount of rain in the GTA.
it's predicted to break the record high with todays water level
ooh.my brother is here to pick me up
LATERRRRRRRR
20080721
so tired
i stayed up till 1:30am talking to my parents and im dead tired.
im going to go home and take a 2 hour lunch break. hah =/ extended lunch for me... :)
im seriously doing BITCH work.
its unbelievable how frequently principals and vice principals change at schools.
i have to make the changes to a damn chart. one change at a damn time.
i did all the design first and left the shitty stuff last.
ooh. i have design orientation on the 27th of august! so excited.
frosh week is the last week of august.
everyone is leaving that week =/ so i guess i wont be going to frosh everyday
to say goodbyes :(
i need a haircut so badly. im not sure when to book it =/
my ends are so dead and SPLIT. my fault! hah. i dyed it & sun-inED it all within a week!
im going to sun-in my roots when they grow out. great alternative to re-dying the whole head
im craving to shop..... ahhhhhhhhh. once i get my pay cheque, im going to splurge on clothes
and room decor.
back to work.
--
Throughout all times,
People have searched their lives,
Hoping that they might find a chance where they can make things right
Through my desire, thank god i found the fire
Oh for everything has lead me straight to you
im going to go home and take a 2 hour lunch break. hah =/ extended lunch for me... :)
im seriously doing BITCH work.
its unbelievable how frequently principals and vice principals change at schools.
i have to make the changes to a damn chart. one change at a damn time.
i did all the design first and left the shitty stuff last.
ooh. i have design orientation on the 27th of august! so excited.
frosh week is the last week of august.
everyone is leaving that week =/ so i guess i wont be going to frosh everyday
to say goodbyes :(
i need a haircut so badly. im not sure when to book it =/
my ends are so dead and SPLIT. my fault! hah. i dyed it & sun-inED it all within a week!
im going to sun-in my roots when they grow out. great alternative to re-dying the whole head
im craving to shop..... ahhhhhhhhh. once i get my pay cheque, im going to splurge on clothes
and room decor.
back to work.
--
Throughout all times,
People have searched their lives,
Hoping that they might find a chance where they can make things right
Through my desire, thank god i found the fire
Oh for everything has lead me straight to you
fake vs real
ok. so i tried on my bridesmaid dress on again and im learning to like it.
well im learning to like the fact that it may look good once it gets altered.
compare my dress to the other bridesmaid dresses, my dress looks like a blank cloth =/
ohhhhhhh. no more complaining.
oh who knew my brother is back on tuesday!
we all didnt know LOL
my vibe at home is wonderful.
i love my family.
wooho. i got a HIGH END FAKE gucci tote. high end? wtf.
it has certificates n ALL. i'll just use it for school and hope it rips when i put my laptop in it.
it looks decently real.
& my mother got a mahina print LV oversized purse. replicates the original..almost dead on.
real cowhide leather + authorization. $150 for a fake LV bag. oh, asians are amazing.
there is a higher class fake LV bag than the one my mom got. how much more real can a fake LV bag get? =/
this fake stuff is too funny! who cares when you cant tell the different anyways?! that is such a hypocritical statement
bcz in some cases, i would disagree with what i just said LOLLLLLLL
my parents told me i wouldnt be able to stand it there in asia. i'd laugh at everything. i probably would cause im a bad kid like that =/
we ordered a shipping container. thats how much phil has to bring back.
you know you buy too much random shit if you got "hot plates" cause u saw it at a restaurant for the 487594th time =/
"oh..but you just put it in the oven and you can flip your steaks and they'll cook" ............. ok
anyways. time for bed.
well im learning to like the fact that it may look good once it gets altered.
compare my dress to the other bridesmaid dresses, my dress looks like a blank cloth =/
ohhhhhhh. no more complaining.
oh who knew my brother is back on tuesday!
we all didnt know LOL
my vibe at home is wonderful.
i love my family.
wooho. i got a HIGH END FAKE gucci tote. high end? wtf.
it has certificates n ALL. i'll just use it for school and hope it rips when i put my laptop in it.
it looks decently real.
& my mother got a mahina print LV oversized purse. replicates the original..almost dead on.
real cowhide leather + authorization. $150 for a fake LV bag. oh, asians are amazing.
there is a higher class fake LV bag than the one my mom got. how much more real can a fake LV bag get? =/
this fake stuff is too funny! who cares when you cant tell the different anyways?! that is such a hypocritical statement
bcz in some cases, i would disagree with what i just said LOLLLLLLL
my parents told me i wouldnt be able to stand it there in asia. i'd laugh at everything. i probably would cause im a bad kid like that =/
we ordered a shipping container. thats how much phil has to bring back.
you know you buy too much random shit if you got "hot plates" cause u saw it at a restaurant for the 487594th time =/
"oh..but you just put it in the oven and you can flip your steaks and they'll cook" ............. ok
anyways. time for bed.
20080720
hate
i hate you.
i cant even begin to explain how much i wish you were... i dont know.
jerk. youve done nothing, and thats the problem.
w/e
my parents are back. phil is back tmw.
i hate my bridesmaid dress. like HATE.
i dont want to say anymore.
i cant do anything.
the wedding invites are gorgeous.
minus the colour of the print + the missing direction arrow.
back to work tmw.
my summer SUUUUUCCCCCCCCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
i cant even begin to explain how much i wish you were... i dont know.
jerk. youve done nothing, and thats the problem.
w/e
my parents are back. phil is back tmw.
i hate my bridesmaid dress. like HATE.
i dont want to say anymore.
i cant do anything.
the wedding invites are gorgeous.
minus the colour of the print + the missing direction arrow.
back to work tmw.
my summer SUUUUUCCCCCCCCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
20080718
boooooooooring
tonight is MY night..to do nothing
well i guess i'll clean up..& stuff
my parents are back tmw. i cant believe it was 3 weeks. fastest weeks of my life!
is today payday? im not sure LOL
i hope it is..bcz im craving to shop so bad.
like.. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad.
i found some stuff on forever21 but i want to ask my parents
before i place an order..cuz i do have my dads credit card.
i ordered my apple thing + a little something he doesnt know about LOLLLLLLL
he always has surprises on his bills. im such a bad kid.
its not my fault. i say the whole "take my money out of my account" thing
but if he doesnt, its not my problem LOL
RIBFEST today. so ugly outside.
i called to book a haircut n my stylist is all booked.
she has tmw at 11am but thats too early for me.
so,.i dont know when im gonna do it.
i want to keep my hair long..but i also wantt...something really different
anything really different is short..but no =/
straight bangs? LOLLLLL not again. well..we'll see
you know what's white and pasty??
my legs!!!!!! omg.
i dont think im gonna do anything @ work for the rest of the day
i work too fast & theyre just giving me a shit load of stuff
ok. back to mtv.
toodles :)
well i guess i'll clean up..& stuff
my parents are back tmw. i cant believe it was 3 weeks. fastest weeks of my life!
is today payday? im not sure LOL
i hope it is..bcz im craving to shop so bad.
like.. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad.
i found some stuff on forever21 but i want to ask my parents
before i place an order..cuz i do have my dads credit card.
i ordered my apple thing + a little something he doesnt know about LOLLLLLLL
he always has surprises on his bills. im such a bad kid.
its not my fault. i say the whole "take my money out of my account" thing
but if he doesnt, its not my problem LOL
RIBFEST today. so ugly outside.
i called to book a haircut n my stylist is all booked.
she has tmw at 11am but thats too early for me.
so,.i dont know when im gonna do it.
i want to keep my hair long..but i also wantt...something really different
anything really different is short..but no =/
straight bangs? LOLLLLL not again. well..we'll see
you know what's white and pasty??
my legs!!!!!! omg.
i dont think im gonna do anything @ work for the rest of the day
i work too fast & theyre just giving me a shit load of stuff
ok. back to mtv.
toodles :)
20080717
:)
wohoo. my mac is INSURED....till 2010.
by then, hopefully i'll have enough money to buy the macPRO standing tower...or the imac.
no...im gonna get the macpro
i want a job during the school year since i only go to school for 3 days a week.
maybe a part time job..not full time. idk. lets wait and seeeeeee
im making bbq chicken salad for dinner...
salad..and..nothing else. LOL
no wonder why i've been starving!
download: diagnosed with love [ chris brown ]
CUTEST song EVER . omg :)
my brother & i are trying to plan out my dads birthday.
and we have no clue what to do.
he wants to go to the beach..but what else?
what do you get an old man for his bday?? enough with the gifts, he just got a fathers day gift!!
jk!!!!!! LOL
did you know tuesday nights have the BEST tv shows??
i wasw on a roll with the tv shows and i remembered i had to shave my legs.
so i waited until the commercial break & during the commercials, i was so scared i was gonna miss
my show so i shaved super fast. and when got back, the commercials were still on
hahahah. its like i never shaved at all. my prickly legs!
RIBFEST on saturday. AGAIN.
ribfest centennial was...what? 2-3 weeks ago..
okokokokokokokkkkkkkkk.. back to work.
im getting so bored with the desktop publishing formatting...crap
by then, hopefully i'll have enough money to buy the macPRO standing tower...or the imac.
no...im gonna get the macpro
i want a job during the school year since i only go to school for 3 days a week.
maybe a part time job..not full time. idk. lets wait and seeeeeee
im making bbq chicken salad for dinner...
salad..and..nothing else. LOL
no wonder why i've been starving!
download: diagnosed with love [ chris brown ]
CUTEST song EVER . omg :)
my brother & i are trying to plan out my dads birthday.
and we have no clue what to do.
he wants to go to the beach..but what else?
what do you get an old man for his bday?? enough with the gifts, he just got a fathers day gift!!
jk!!!!!! LOL
did you know tuesday nights have the BEST tv shows??
i wasw on a roll with the tv shows and i remembered i had to shave my legs.
so i waited until the commercial break & during the commercials, i was so scared i was gonna miss
my show so i shaved super fast. and when got back, the commercials were still on
hahahah. its like i never shaved at all. my prickly legs!
RIBFEST on saturday. AGAIN.
ribfest centennial was...what? 2-3 weeks ago..
okokokokokokokkkkkkkkk.. back to work.
im getting so bored with the desktop publishing formatting...crap
20080716
rAANNNNNNNdoooooooMMMMMMMM
; booster juice is my new obsession. 3x in less than a week.
; im anxiously waiting for my 2 packages in the mail
; i miss my parents + brothers
; i have an imaginary boyfriend. well, he's kind of real. i dont want to expose him yet. i
; im waiting for the beef to thaw. if it doesnt thaw in time, that means...no dinner LOL
; the house is so clean. its great.
; im craving a real...glowy tan LOL
; its almost my daddddds birthday!! omgomggggggg <3
; i had tortilla chips + salsa + booster juice when i got home. its not a good mix
; work is challenging. too much work. i did nothing last week..and this week is just another story
; no more bagels. no more milk. = no breakfast!!! enough with the food.
; i havent been to the gym in a week or something like that. i feel gross. UTM has hot boys.. h o t
; im going to stop now LOL
i have lotsaaaaaa shit to do
laters
; im anxiously waiting for my 2 packages in the mail
; i miss my parents + brothers
; i have an imaginary boyfriend. well, he's kind of real. i dont want to expose him yet. i
; im waiting for the beef to thaw. if it doesnt thaw in time, that means...no dinner LOL
; the house is so clean. its great.
; im craving a real...glowy tan LOL
; its almost my daddddds birthday!! omgomggggggg <3
; i had tortilla chips + salsa + booster juice when i got home. its not a good mix
; work is challenging. too much work. i did nothing last week..and this week is just another story
; no more bagels. no more milk. = no breakfast!!! enough with the food.
; i havent been to the gym in a week or something like that. i feel gross. UTM has hot boys.. h o t
; im going to stop now LOL
i have lotsaaaaaa shit to do
laters
TJ
sexiest man alive.
i watched the whole season of 8th & ocean just to see him
if you look like Teddy John, email me at julie.do@hotmail.com
i want my parents to come home.
now.
oh. youre such a jerk.
i knew it.
arglkdfsgjfdlkmgfd.
i even told you so. OH WHATEVER
fuck you & your..w/e
sleepy time :)
wooh. tmw is half a week =/
PS. my aunt gave me a mani and a pedi yesterday!
shes so SICK. omg. i have designs on my toes!!
ohh..the viet blood is known for nails. ahahhhhhh.
her & i had the boy talk
she was always like "oh thats so sad"
im like WHAT? sad for what? im not sad
hahahahahah
i love catching up with her. shes such a great mother.
OK seriously, i need to go to sleep.
ive been lucky to not fall asleep at work.
music keeps me awake.
<3 night lovers
now.
oh. youre such a jerk.
i knew it.
arglkdfsgjfdlkmgfd.
i even told you so. OH WHATEVER
fuck you & your..w/e
sleepy time :)
wooh. tmw is half a week =/
PS. my aunt gave me a mani and a pedi yesterday!
shes so SICK. omg. i have designs on my toes!!
ohh..the viet blood is known for nails. ahahhhhhh.
her & i had the boy talk
she was always like "oh thats so sad"
im like WHAT? sad for what? im not sad
hahahahahah
i love catching up with her. shes such a great mother.
OK seriously, i need to go to sleep.
ive been lucky to not fall asleep at work.
music keeps me awake.
<3 night lovers
20080714
@ work
its been a VERYYYYYYY productive day.
i finished half the directory already. HALF
i thought it was gonna take me a week. it took a day :)
so im gonna stop working for the day before i have nothing to do for the rest of the week.
lots to do..
im so sleepy
i order my macprocare plan!
finally. it ships in two days!
otherwise, i'd be so screwed cause its almost one year.
hmm :)
i finished half the directory already. HALF
i thought it was gonna take me a week. it took a day :)
so im gonna stop working for the day before i have nothing to do for the rest of the week.
lots to do..
im so sleepy
i order my macprocare plan!
finally. it ships in two days!
otherwise, i'd be so screwed cause its almost one year.
hmm :)
20080713
weekend is OVER
it was a nice weekend :)
im excited for tmw. going to my uncles place for dinner & my aunt is going to do my nails (it's a viet thing!)
did you watch miss universe? i knew from the beginning that Venezuela was going to win.
im not sure how i knew...but i did! she's so pretty.
interesting how the event was held in vietnam!
crap. back to work tmw.
that means...i must work. this week, im going to have lots to do.
my aunt wants to have a talk with me tmw
lol BOYYYYYYYYYY TALK. fun fun! shes so supportive. i love her :)
i should be going to bed.
its going to bed hard. considering i woke up early, had 2 naps.. hmm
im so lazy =/ its not good
WAIT. i not lazy. i've done so much since my parents left.
i am practically a mother.. ;) not really
im excited for tmw. going to my uncles place for dinner & my aunt is going to do my nails (it's a viet thing!)
did you watch miss universe? i knew from the beginning that Venezuela was going to win.
im not sure how i knew...but i did! she's so pretty.
interesting how the event was held in vietnam!
crap. back to work tmw.
that means...i must work. this week, im going to have lots to do.
my aunt wants to have a talk with me tmw
lol BOYYYYYYYYYY TALK. fun fun! shes so supportive. i love her :)
i should be going to bed.
its going to bed hard. considering i woke up early, had 2 naps.. hmm
im so lazy =/ its not good
WAIT. i not lazy. i've done so much since my parents left.
i am practically a mother.. ;) not really
julie is fucked up
i need to sleep
i know the instant i turn the lights off and put my head down, i will fall asleep
today was fun.
ontario science centre
dirty minds + shots = ???
movie...what movie was it? idk
park... "i have to pee" FUCK. lol i just couldnt handle the swings
tmw is a new day.
wooh. family day tmw. with the grandma. aunts n uncles..
i miss my parents n brother so much. omg :(
gnite. i feel dead.
i need to sleep
i know the instant i turn the lights off and put my head down, i will fall asleep
today was fun.
ontario science centre
dirty minds + shots = ???
movie...what movie was it? idk
park... "i have to pee" FUCK. lol i just couldnt handle the swings
tmw is a new day.
wooh. family day tmw. with the grandma. aunts n uncles..
i miss my parents n brother so much. omg :(
gnite. i feel dead.
20080711
:D
my dad called late last night. i was so happy :)
i did a "julie dance"
i told my dad that my brother killed his plant. :D LOL... well..its not quite dead...yet.
its nice to hear theyre having a nice time.
they got so much stuff they have to ship it back =/ its all wedding stuff anyways
this make me so much more excited for phils wedding. my dad said the wedding invites are gorgeous so im glad!!!
& he told me i got clothes. and i said NO MORE. i dont want asian clothes. =/
i stayed up till 1 trying to find a nice viet dress.
my parents were at the fabric store.
i found ONE nice picture...but they said its "too open" LOL but its freggin sexy
i knew that was coming.
its weird to know that within the next 3-5 years..my brother will have his own place, me married and have kids.
OMG. he cant even take care of himself!!!! i cant wait to see him grow and change :)
yay :) im gonna have a niece or nephew.
*note the white socks...omg it makes me want to kick myself in the face
WOOOHOOOOOOOO. im gonna get new glasses. finally. =/ its been... too long.
i want to get D&Gs. white frames.
time is flying by too quickly.
im trapped indoors. man, i need a tan! my arms are pretty black..but my legs =/ ew.
OK. back to mtv. i think i forgot im at work LOL
12:34PM: someone take me on a date... :)
i did a "julie dance"
i told my dad that my brother killed his plant. :D LOL... well..its not quite dead...yet.
its nice to hear theyre having a nice time.
they got so much stuff they have to ship it back =/ its all wedding stuff anyways
this make me so much more excited for phils wedding. my dad said the wedding invites are gorgeous so im glad!!!
& he told me i got clothes. and i said NO MORE. i dont want asian clothes. =/
i stayed up till 1 trying to find a nice viet dress.
my parents were at the fabric store.
i found ONE nice picture...but they said its "too open" LOL but its freggin sexy
i knew that was coming.
its weird to know that within the next 3-5 years..my brother will have his own place, me married and have kids.
OMG. he cant even take care of himself!!!! i cant wait to see him grow and change :)
yay :) im gonna have a niece or nephew.
*note the white socks...omg it makes me want to kick myself in the face
WOOOHOOOOOOOO. im gonna get new glasses. finally. =/ its been... too long.
i want to get D&Gs. white frames.
time is flying by too quickly.
im trapped indoors. man, i need a tan! my arms are pretty black..but my legs =/ ew.
OK. back to mtv. i think i forgot im at work LOL
12:34PM: someone take me on a date... :)
20080710
...
ok. i just typed a post but i cant post it.
why cant u leave me alone.....
why... wait. noo...i want you around...
AHHHHHHHH
why cant u leave me alone.....
why... wait. noo...i want you around...
AHHHHHHHH
PHONE BILL
im gonna write a blog post since deserve to. i came to work 15 minutes early ;)
anywho. a couple posts done, you'll see me discuss my phone bill that i was freakishly worried about.
i was freeeaaaaaaaaking out because a lot of the times, i would forget to use my house phone during the day.
& i've had crazy long ass calls. my longest call on the bill was 351:00 which is... a lot of minutes =/ for one phone call.
BUT ANYWAYS. guess how much my phone bill was???? 33.00!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGG. i was WAY under. and this is my CHEAPEST bill.
i was freaking out for NOTHING. i would like to declare that no boyfriends = cheaper phone bill!!!!!!!!!
omg :) i only used 161/250 of my day time minutes.
enough about my phone bill. i just couldnt believe it. lol
i use 161 day time minutes in a month but i use 1500 evening minutes :S
ok. back to work.
its a thursday......meaning tmw is......... a FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYY :D
anywho. a couple posts done, you'll see me discuss my phone bill that i was freakishly worried about.
i was freeeaaaaaaaaking out because a lot of the times, i would forget to use my house phone during the day.
& i've had crazy long ass calls. my longest call on the bill was 351:00 which is... a lot of minutes =/ for one phone call.
BUT ANYWAYS. guess how much my phone bill was???? 33.00!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGG. i was WAY under. and this is my CHEAPEST bill.
i was freaking out for NOTHING. i would like to declare that no boyfriends = cheaper phone bill!!!!!!!!!
omg :) i only used 161/250 of my day time minutes.
enough about my phone bill. i just couldnt believe it. lol
i use 161 day time minutes in a month but i use 1500 evening minutes :S
ok. back to work.
its a thursday......meaning tmw is......... a FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYY :D
20080709
AHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHhhhhh
i went to the gym again.
and i worked my legs again =/ cause im stupid.
SORE? sore? SORE? nooooooooo............
im gonna be fit by the end of summer =/ if i stop eating...
so sleepy.
i'll discuss my wicked phone bill tmw. HAH :)
and i worked my legs again =/ cause im stupid.
SORE? sore? SORE? nooooooooo............
im gonna be fit by the end of summer =/ if i stop eating...
so sleepy.
i'll discuss my wicked phone bill tmw. HAH :)
productive
i've been actively working since I got in today.
the course booklet cover is well on its way!
so the other graphic designer leaves his door open...while playing LOUD oldies music
and i get headaches from it. so i decided to just use my headphones & listen to my own music.
and i have earphones that block any surrounding sound. so for the 473243279423 time today, i panicked.
imagine turning around and having someone stand there...when you didnt notice.
a lady was having a full convo with me, well atleast she thought i was listening...but i wasnt. and when i realized she was there, she asked me if i had a heart attack.. great huh =/
LOL
i talked to my brother on msn last night. it was nice.
its good to know he had an excuse for the white socks he wore at his engagement =/
& my dad emailed me asking me where i've been for the last two weeks.
WELL, we would know if he cared to CALL instead of texting us telling us to water the grass and plants :S
back to work :)
the course booklet cover is well on its way!
so the other graphic designer leaves his door open...while playing LOUD oldies music
and i get headaches from it. so i decided to just use my headphones & listen to my own music.
and i have earphones that block any surrounding sound. so for the 473243279423 time today, i panicked.
imagine turning around and having someone stand there...when you didnt notice.
a lady was having a full convo with me, well atleast she thought i was listening...but i wasnt. and when i realized she was there, she asked me if i had a heart attack.. great huh =/
LOL
i talked to my brother on msn last night. it was nice.
its good to know he had an excuse for the white socks he wore at his engagement =/
& my dad emailed me asking me where i've been for the last two weeks.
WELL, we would know if he cared to CALL instead of texting us telling us to water the grass and plants :S
back to work :)
20080708
lol
so i've noticed a rapid incline in the number of visits i have.
i actually wonder who reads this. theres the ones i know about..but im sure theres the ones i dont know about who..
that i wish i knew about.........
im glad you like to read my complaints all the time!
i actually wonder who reads this. theres the ones i know about..but im sure theres the ones i dont know about who..
that i wish i knew about.........
im glad you like to read my complaints all the time!
ahhhhhhhh
so. its 12...and i've been working on the new chart your course cover and all i have is the title...that i've changed a million times.
i want to have something..by the end of the day...but id ont think it'll happen...since after lunch, is my break time..till home time!
haha. i have no inspiration at all....
so my client got back to me and im starting his promo package soon AHHHHHHHHH
i'll be freelancing during my afternoons at work..heh :)
EDIT 1:53PM: oh. i also have a mining brochure to do =/ WTf LOL but it'll be good money
ANDDDDDDDDD the freakin water website =/ mr. milkweed has not sent back my contract. tsk tsk
im doing RUAWARE promo again =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/
designing isnt the hard part. dealing with how many text changes is the problem
im going to..do nothing now
toodles.
i want to have something..by the end of the day...but id ont think it'll happen...since after lunch, is my break time..till home time!
haha. i have no inspiration at all....
so my client got back to me and im starting his promo package soon AHHHHHHHHH
i'll be freelancing during my afternoons at work..heh :)
EDIT 1:53PM: oh. i also have a mining brochure to do =/ WTf LOL but it'll be good money
ANDDDDDDDDD the freakin water website =/ mr. milkweed has not sent back my contract. tsk tsk
im doing RUAWARE promo again =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/
designing isnt the hard part. dealing with how many text changes is the problem
im going to..do nothing now
toodles.
20080707
@ work
so..its been a nice first day...minus the awkward moments with the other designer...
i shall discuss at another time =/ he feels like i've taken his jobs..that i was just given...i didnt ask for the =/
anywho. i dont learn much from other people at this job but i learn lots on my own.
when i get stuck, i dont have anyone to turn to. cause mr. graphic designer here, uses corel draw :S
im constantly clicking on a million buttons to make things work.
and i've been successful at it! i'm redoing the whole directory..bcz i have to.
either i redo it, or do it the hard way.....where i must highlight changes one by one on paper and correct them on the computer :S
ah...the day has gone by pretty fast.
theres 2 new ppl in my department. the guy is really nice...but the girl =/..i dont know yet
apparently theres someone there is suppose to be someone sitting beside me..but i dont see anyone =/
hmmm...going to go home at 4:30. and go to the gym and hurt some more!
LOL
i shall discuss at another time =/ he feels like i've taken his jobs..that i was just given...i didnt ask for the =/
anywho. i dont learn much from other people at this job but i learn lots on my own.
when i get stuck, i dont have anyone to turn to. cause mr. graphic designer here, uses corel draw :S
im constantly clicking on a million buttons to make things work.
and i've been successful at it! i'm redoing the whole directory..bcz i have to.
either i redo it, or do it the hard way.....where i must highlight changes one by one on paper and correct them on the computer :S
ah...the day has gone by pretty fast.
theres 2 new ppl in my department. the guy is really nice...but the girl =/..i dont know yet
apparently theres someone there is suppose to be someone sitting beside me..but i dont see anyone =/
hmmm...going to go home at 4:30. and go to the gym and hurt some more!
LOL
20080706
IB ART
ok...so i somehow managed to disable my IB account when i was trying to get my grades.
well...by that point, i already figured the account didn't have a grade for me since it said "not enough information was provided to award a grade" which makes me a little worried... =/ soo... yea.
im not sure why i tried to log in to the account again....and now it's broken =/
go me...
i have never been in so much pain. im so sick about whining about how sore i am.
but this freakin kills. why did i decide to walk for a good hour and some yesterday =/
my upper abs hurt like a piece of...i dont know..
my upper..inner thigh...is killer....you should see me walk =/
pain = no sleep!!!!!!!!!!
oh...i got a new bikini. hehe :) so cuteee
im not sure why i got it..i have no plans to go to the beach or anything...
i just saw bikinis in a magazine and made a trip to Winners!!
which was nice. well no...there wasnt that much selection. i was just lucky =/
oh..so i could've went to wonderland today. my brother is there..
but the icky weather wasnt appealing to me..
crap. i have work tmww...hopefully it'll be a chill day.
it should be. the job isnt that stressful anyways..
ohh emm geee.... directions+directory? ahhh... not AGAIN.
well...yea.... i need to cook dinner... =/ ew.
so i think i've lost like 50 pounds... starving to death.
..so i just tried uploading a pic from my brothers engagement but it was taking too long.
so screw it!
laterr<3
well...by that point, i already figured the account didn't have a grade for me since it said "not enough information was provided to award a grade" which makes me a little worried... =/ soo... yea.
im not sure why i tried to log in to the account again....and now it's broken =/
go me...
i have never been in so much pain. im so sick about whining about how sore i am.
but this freakin kills. why did i decide to walk for a good hour and some yesterday =/
my upper abs hurt like a piece of...i dont know..
my upper..inner thigh...is killer....you should see me walk =/
pain = no sleep!!!!!!!!!!
oh...i got a new bikini. hehe :) so cuteee
im not sure why i got it..i have no plans to go to the beach or anything...
i just saw bikinis in a magazine and made a trip to Winners!!
which was nice. well no...there wasnt that much selection. i was just lucky =/
oh..so i could've went to wonderland today. my brother is there..
but the icky weather wasnt appealing to me..
crap. i have work tmww...hopefully it'll be a chill day.
it should be. the job isnt that stressful anyways..
ohh emm geee.... directions+directory? ahhh... not AGAIN.
well...yea.... i need to cook dinner... =/ ew.
so i think i've lost like 50 pounds... starving to death.
..so i just tried uploading a pic from my brothers engagement but it was taking too long.
so screw it!
laterr<3
tired
im sore as hell.
my smart ass decided to do more physical activity down at lakeshore.
and now..i can barely move.
when i sneeze, my ABS hurt. ahhhhhh...
ok. but it was all worth it to see fireworks @ ontarioplace. the GRAND finale.
fireworks..beautiful weather... jazz music..waterfront.......
yea..it was perfect. minus the bugs!!!
ok. i need to rest. so tiredd...and in so much painnn
goodnight <3
imu
my smart ass decided to do more physical activity down at lakeshore.
and now..i can barely move.
when i sneeze, my ABS hurt. ahhhhhh...
ok. but it was all worth it to see fireworks @ ontarioplace. the GRAND finale.
fireworks..beautiful weather... jazz music..waterfront.......
yea..it was perfect. minus the bugs!!!
ok. i need to rest. so tiredd...and in so much painnn
goodnight <3
imu
20080705
...
so someone tell me how this happened...
you just .... idk.
its the feeling of having someone there. yup. that's it.
that is what i want to believe it is...
cause if it's anything more......i just can't explain.....
edit 2:39am:
oh did i forget to mention i went to the gym today
and my ass is sore......and legs....and everything else...
i was sore before going to the gym...from who knows what =/
im scared to wake up tmw.
but im proud of myself! :)
UTM gym is so pretty.........and clean.
you just .... idk.
its the feeling of having someone there. yup. that's it.
that is what i want to believe it is...
cause if it's anything more......i just can't explain.....
edit 2:39am:
oh did i forget to mention i went to the gym today
and my ass is sore......and legs....and everything else...
i was sore before going to the gym...from who knows what =/
im scared to wake up tmw.
but im proud of myself! :)
UTM gym is so pretty.........and clean.
20080704
:)
oh. i have blonde hair.
no i dont.
it's brown. wohoo. no more black roots
julie says: (11:33:28 AM) btw, my hair is blonde
mr.elvis says: (11:33:57 AM) .....................
mr.elvis says: (11:33:59 AM) wanna die?
julie says: (11:34:04 AM) its not my fault
julie says: (11:34:07 AM) i dont know what to do
julie says: (11:34:38 AM) maybe i'll try washing it out
crap. so bored. i shouldve went...wait...no i shouldnt have. ah =/ my mind!
congrats phil. you're engaged. omg =/ engaged.............. that means youre getting married and committing yourself...
AHHHHHHHHH. WHAT ARE YOU DOING????????? just kidding. i loves ya! congrats PHIL&SHERLY
no i dont.
it's brown. wohoo. no more black roots
julie says: (11:33:28 AM) btw, my hair is blonde
mr.elvis says: (11:33:57 AM) .....................
mr.elvis says: (11:33:59 AM) wanna die?
julie says: (11:34:04 AM) its not my fault
julie says: (11:34:07 AM) i dont know what to do
julie says: (11:34:38 AM) maybe i'll try washing it out
crap. so bored. i shouldve went...wait...no i shouldnt have. ah =/ my mind!
congrats phil. you're engaged. omg =/ engaged.............. that means youre getting married and committing yourself...
AHHHHHHHHH. WHAT ARE YOU DOING????????? just kidding. i loves ya! congrats PHIL&SHERLY
20080703
:)
im going to start a healthy diet. well not healthy. but if i feel good about eating the food, i guess it kind of makes it healthy.
but its an interesting diet. if i feel fried chicken is good at the moment, i'll eat it...
heh :)
what a day...summer fling? no no.
it cant be.
oh how i miss having someone there.......
whatevers YO
let me finish eating my salad.....with one cup of ranch dressing LOL
but its an interesting diet. if i feel fried chicken is good at the moment, i'll eat it...
heh :)
what a day...summer fling? no no.
it cant be.
oh how i miss having someone there.......
whatevers YO
let me finish eating my salad.....with one cup of ranch dressing LOL
12ammmmmmmmm.......
im trying to sleep early today....
but i cant. im use to sleeping at 5am and waking up at 10am
i dont take afternoon naps much anymore..
well i did today.... heh :S
its been an interesting day...interesting...
but nice :)
i made dinner!..from scratch. nope, it wasn't pre-made from T&T.
life without my mother sucks shit ass crap balls.
my parents anniversary is today (3rd). 26 years. wow. just wow!
phil is getting engaged tmw (4th). such that i cant be there....
my dad emailed me and told me he got my clothes...i was like wtf....
the last time my parents got my clothes without my approval............. it wasnt so nice.
maybe i shouldnt complain. i wore all of it atleast once.. LOL
i dont want to go to work....visit me :) during my one hour lunch! woohoo..
i hope there's a hot website dude sitting beside me :) actually, i dont.
okokokkkkkkkkk............... goodnight
gahh..my head. too much thinking about nothing!!!!!!!!!
PS. I AM SO SCARED FOR MY PHONEBILL. pissed scared.
i used my cell SOOO much this month. crap crap crap. i hope the bill comes before my parents come home...
no more phone calls till 6AM. NO MORE wait, thats fine. it's my daytime minutes im fucked for
ok. goodnight :( see..im sleeping early. phonebill=no phone for julie :(
but i cant. im use to sleeping at 5am and waking up at 10am
i dont take afternoon naps much anymore..
well i did today.... heh :S
its been an interesting day...interesting...
but nice :)
i made dinner!..from scratch. nope, it wasn't pre-made from T&T.
life without my mother sucks shit ass crap balls.
my parents anniversary is today (3rd). 26 years. wow. just wow!
phil is getting engaged tmw (4th). such that i cant be there....
my dad emailed me and told me he got my clothes...i was like wtf....
the last time my parents got my clothes without my approval............. it wasnt so nice.
maybe i shouldnt complain. i wore all of it atleast once.. LOL
i dont want to go to work....visit me :) during my one hour lunch! woohoo..
i hope there's a hot website dude sitting beside me :) actually, i dont.
okokokkkkkkkkk............... goodnight
gahh..my head. too much thinking about nothing!!!!!!!!!
PS. I AM SO SCARED FOR MY PHONEBILL. pissed scared.
i used my cell SOOO much this month. crap crap crap. i hope the bill comes before my parents come home...
no more phone calls till 6AM. NO MORE wait, thats fine. it's my daytime minutes im fucked for
ok. goodnight :( see..im sleeping early. phonebill=no phone for julie :(
20080702
=/
theres something about you....
ugh......oh wells
what a wonderful canadas day :)
civic centre... wooh....
and a burning box =/ with drunk kids...
ugh......oh wells
what a wonderful canadas day :)
civic centre... wooh....
and a burning box =/ with drunk kids...
20080629
should i be worried? a little...heh
You Scored 11/20 (55%) for Part 1
You Scored 12/20 (60%) for Part 2
Thanks for taking the Young Drivers Learner's Permit Preparation Test.
so.... yea.....
WELL...at least this is the test i took BEFORE studying..
im starting to read tmw...
lets see how i do after.......
You Scored 12/20 (60%) for Part 2
Thanks for taking the Young Drivers Learner's Permit Preparation Test.
so.... yea.....
WELL...at least this is the test i took BEFORE studying..
im starting to read tmw...
lets see how i do after.......
20080625
3 hours of sleep?
SO...i couldnt sleep last night....barely at least
im not sure why im so nervous today. im scared something will happen... :/ my sickO mind
i guess it was interesting to wake up to a random call.
wooooooooohoooooooo! new client!
so i realized i need to set a fix rate instead of saying "uhhh...i'll charge you...uhhhh..." all the time
ok. time to shave my legs and shower! i was debating on whether i wanted to shower.
yes ? no? i guess.s..i should... :P
PROM AHHHHHHHHHHHH
im not sure why im so nervous today. im scared something will happen... :/ my sickO mind
i guess it was interesting to wake up to a random call.
wooooooooohoooooooo! new client!
so i realized i need to set a fix rate instead of saying "uhhh...i'll charge you...uhhhh..." all the time
ok. time to shave my legs and shower! i was debating on whether i wanted to shower.
yes ? no? i guess.s..i should... :P
PROM AHHHHHHHHHHHH
20080621
another note
oh, because i do design (i almost forgot im a designer since school ended)
im going to create a new layout... (LMFAO, the AA days)
some day i will..some time...
this thing needs a new facelift. blush and bronzer wont help!
im going to create a new layout... (LMFAO, the AA days)
some day i will..some time...
this thing needs a new facelift. blush and bronzer wont help!
lazy
so..i havent even posted about my last day of school :S
ah. the laziness is getting to me.
I PULLED AN ALL NIGHTER
for the first time...last night.
well i did go to sleep after....but it was 5:30am
tehe :)
oh why do i talk to you? ....
PROM ahrweklhrjewk WOOOHOOOOOOOOOO
i went around sq1 TWO times to find earrings
& i saw lucy :) standing right in front of coasta blanca...waiting for me
ok..she wasnt waiting for me... lol
AJREWJRKEL:WJREW. i shop too much. i got more stuff today :S
WHATEVEr. the sales in sq1 are CRAZY. like...every store is on sale.
i love sales.
i love being cheap.
but being cheap and shopping a lot does really mean youre cheap cause its the ...oh nvm
i hate my prom dress
i dnt like it anymore
:(
will someone donate me a pretty one? :(
ah. the laziness is getting to me.
I PULLED AN ALL NIGHTER
for the first time...last night.
well i did go to sleep after....but it was 5:30am
tehe :)
oh why do i talk to you? ....
PROM ahrweklhrjewk WOOOHOOOOOOOOOO
i went around sq1 TWO times to find earrings
& i saw lucy :) standing right in front of coasta blanca...waiting for me
ok..she wasnt waiting for me... lol
AJREWJRKEL:WJREW. i shop too much. i got more stuff today :S
WHATEVEr. the sales in sq1 are CRAZY. like...every store is on sale.
i love sales.
i love being cheap.
but being cheap and shopping a lot does really mean youre cheap cause its the ...oh nvm
i hate my prom dress
i dnt like it anymore
:(
will someone donate me a pretty one? :(
20080618
:)
today was such a productive day.
even though i was so damn TIREDDDDDD cause i slept at 4AM!!!!!!!!!! *ahem ;)
i finished m culminating!!! wooooohooooooo!
REDID my Mississaquga project since people kept touching it!!!!!!!!!!!
I redrew my WHOLE floorplan. which actually looks half decent!
im so excited for the next week!!!!!!!!
woohoo. DT with the girls tmw!!!
girls night on saturday!
i love the song lollipop from lil wayne. call me crazy
i went to BR and saw these GANGSTAS. omFUCK
i cant get over it. this guy was kicking and punching in the air!!
LOL his every other word is FUCK
he's short. but buff. just flat out UGLY
i couldnt help but burst out laughing with vikki!!
oh dear. viet kids. ah
okie dokies. just a night to relax!
LOVESSSSSSSSSSSS YA XOXO
even though i was so damn TIREDDDDDD cause i slept at 4AM!!!!!!!!!! *ahem ;)
i finished m culminating!!! wooooohooooooo!
REDID my Mississaquga project since people kept touching it!!!!!!!!!!!
I redrew my WHOLE floorplan. which actually looks half decent!
im so excited for the next week!!!!!!!!
woohoo. DT with the girls tmw!!!
girls night on saturday!
i love the song lollipop from lil wayne. call me crazy
i went to BR and saw these GANGSTAS. omFUCK
i cant get over it. this guy was kicking and punching in the air!!
LOL his every other word is FUCK
he's short. but buff. just flat out UGLY
i couldnt help but burst out laughing with vikki!!
oh dear. viet kids. ah
okie dokies. just a night to relax!
LOVESSSSSSSSSSSS YA XOXO
20080617
art vs. design
art and design are DIFFERENT from one another.
they relate, but they DO NOT mean the same DAMN thing.
the creation process is DIFFERENT.
DESIGN PROCESS vs. CREATIVE PROCESS = different. THERFORE, it is NOT THE SAME THINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
the problem/situation, solutions, functional aspects and materials are DIFFERENT.
so why is it when these PEOPLE talk, they keep saying ART instead of DESIGN.
do they literally mean art. so, you're an art student going in to a design program but your interests are in art?
oh yea, i know im fuckin handicapped at art. but this makes me so confused.
either im going to be a total idiot and fail at YSDN because i cant draw for shit,
or...im just different than everyone else which could lead to VERY bad things.
ok just a rant. you may totally disagree with me.
but thats ok :) i have NOTES to prove there is a difference between art & design.
in my life, i dont associate them with one another.
back to hmwk ;/ eeven though school is done.............
they relate, but they DO NOT mean the same DAMN thing.
the creation process is DIFFERENT.
DESIGN PROCESS vs. CREATIVE PROCESS = different. THERFORE, it is NOT THE SAME THINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
the problem/situation, solutions, functional aspects and materials are DIFFERENT.
so why is it when these PEOPLE talk, they keep saying ART instead of DESIGN.
do they literally mean art. so, you're an art student going in to a design program but your interests are in art?
oh yea, i know im fuckin handicapped at art. but this makes me so confused.
either im going to be a total idiot and fail at YSDN because i cant draw for shit,
or...im just different than everyone else which could lead to VERY bad things.
ok just a rant. you may totally disagree with me.
but thats ok :) i have NOTES to prove there is a difference between art & design.
in my life, i dont associate them with one another.
back to hmwk ;/ eeven though school is done.............
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