hair straightener

woohoooo! i've established a new technique with my flat iron.
it's just been sitting there....well lying there.
i don't even use the damn thing anymore!
i have my coriolis a good cleaning today with rubbing alcohol.
it still has the manufacturing glue on it cause it's so new.
i've gone through so many cheap flat irons but I thought i'd invest a little more in this one.
even though it's from ebay!!!
you may ask why i straighten my hair when i already have straight hair.
it gives this pin straight hair look. it looks barbie-ish and fake!!!
that's what we all love <3...right?!!! lol jk.

i actually purchased my Corioliss flat iron on ebay for 48bucks!!! regular is $98.00+ (depending on the retailer)
and i went to check ebay again..for the sake of it and the same ebay person jacked the price up like crap!!!!
i guess with gas and shipping costs...the item prices are getting higher, which sucks.
i'm totally up for purchasing the new corioliss flat irons in the future (bcz they are so sleek) but it costs too much.

iono. just a random..note.

i should be sleeping......... but my dad pissed me off so i can't
well. he didnt really do anything. he just talked. well thats doing something.........but he says stupid crap!!!
and he has stupid ringtones as well (it's ringing right now)



ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHH. im too tired to rant.
i work, come home, cook, workout, fall asleep, wake up and blah...
come home and cook? that's not right!!!!!!!!!!!!
although I must admit, that was the absolute BEST baked pasta i had EVER made in my life.

design + deadlines = ? ....i can't calculate this one

soooo...i've been facebook stalking YSDN groups & viewed some MAGGGGGGNIFICENT online portfolios...
andddd i've realized that i've been so caught up in work and freelancing that I haven't designed anything for myself.

let me break this down a little.
ok, so i've always wanted to design a new logo for myself. since ..a long time ago. i whipped my current logo together for National Portfolio Day back in 2006. but it's not something that represents who I am. ok, it doesnt need to literally illustrate who I am but it needs to speak "JDesigns" LOL you know? im not sure how I came up with "JDesigns" i want something a little more creative. but thats a totally different issue. so yea, back to my story-- since my "young" design career has started, I feel like I've been creating projects after projects. it never stops. i took 12 art/design courses in 3 school years. this doesn't include the NUMEROUS # of side jobs that I've done. posters, t-shirts, book covers. i can't look back and say getting my works published was anything bad. because..it's truly the best part of the whole design process. so my logo never happened. my new freelancing "name" never happened. my online portfolio never happened. my online book portfolio never happened. i took all of this upon myself but I don't want to regret or blame myself for anything because in the end, I'm left with a HUGEEEEE portfolio. but all my stuff is just there...scattered...messy..and blah

screw it. im not gonna deal with crappy clients (i havent discussed my current client)
i'm gonna take time off and do things for myself. if i lose a client, i'll gain time for myself HAHA

"I want graphics within the text to create the logo. You know, spines, arms and things like that. Do you get what I mean? Play with type and colours. But make it subtle."
WTF. & this is why I'm worried about getting in to the design industry.

i sent a long reply back saying that intertwining graphics and type won't work. BCZ IT WONT.
"the logos you sent are a little too busy for my wife" WTF? if you have graphics+type you won't even be able to read the shit!!!

enough of that.



back to work.
i'll finish this post another time.

instant replay

that's almost how it was...ha.........

so i managed to get rid of the blank screen by adding a template layout.
i have NO clue how to work HTML on this thing.
if i alter the template with HTML, the template disappears =/
& i cant find the option to have a standard template........im not sure if it exists.

w/e.
enough blogging.

im tired. as in sleepy..
but im tired of you too =/

boys will be boys!

my blog is ugly. i messed it up
im going to do something to it..
i just dont know when........

when it hurts

So before we get into the things that we shouldn't do.
I'ma need your undivided attention.
Cause it's fantasies and realities, baby which one are we living in?

When it hurts will we still be here.
Same two lovers all over each other
When it hurts will we still see what we got together, promise that we'll never.
Never be -
Temporary (Not another)
Ordinary (Nuh uh)
We should change people's definition of love.
So forget what you heard.
The only way that this will work is that if you love me when it hurts.
(Can you love me when it hurts)

so flippin tiredddddddd

so i was out and about for half the day and im exhausted.

i woke up & ate.

went to my grandmas to hang out and it was raining like CRAP so we stayed there a lot longer

than we expected to =/ so we had lunch there..well a very late lunch =/

and went to sq1.....for a quick shop....

finally got the gift! omg.

went to get groceries @ korean store

afterwards, went back to another store to get more stuff for a bbq tmw 

@ my aunts that i wont be going to. i bumped into my uncles and cousins at the store.

they came to my place afterwards. and my grandma and my cousins family came over after.

and im TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

*yawnnnnnnn. its too early to sleep...what am i going to doooo now..........

screw it. im off to bed.

ps. i need to get my nails done =/

i want new OPI nail polish >:)

damn korean store sells one polish for 12 bucks+tax. 

i thought it was some sort of mistake..but i guess not.

pss. my tuition is paid! ALL OF IT. $7309.00 + $450.00 = 7759.00!!!!!!!

its due august 10th. i think its so stupid how students who don't need OSAP..or don't meet

the requirements have an earlier due date. when i say early...i mean wayyyyy earlier. if you pay late, you get FINED. WTF? OSAP students don't need to pay until October. wtf? ok, it doesn't really matter cause you're paying the same amount in the end...but why such a big gap? 

maybe i dont know enough about OSAP to understand. ok. im done.

night night :)

oh wait.

PSSS. i paid $450 awhile back for my "enrollment fee" to guarantee that you keep your place

in the courses you enrolled in (this had to be paid 5 days prior to choosing courses). paying your full tuition guarantees your spot in the program. ..ok, but doesn't it make sense to guarantee a spot in the program before you're guaranteed a spot in any course? on top of all this money, tuition and enrollment junk, we were told that approximately $1500 of our tuition cost is for our materials fee which is ALREADY included in the price we pay (the 7 grand). BUT for our YSDN orientation (august27th) they're giving us the option to buy a materials kit for $200. this 200 dollar kit includes pencils, pens, paper and shit like that. yes, it's not expensive or w/e but this is an additional cost on top of the $1500. In terms of materials, what else could we possibly need for ONE year that would cost $1500? printing services...access to computers..........i cant think of anything else. oh whatever. this whole uni. process is about learning ....and trying to figure shit out on your own half the time cause the YSDN staff are bullshit. theres even a facebook group that focuses on the bitchy leaders of YSDN. 

enough ranting.

im really going to bed this time.

<3<3

12:27AM: im not sleeping yet

you know what i hate? how my freakin halloween music plays between songs on my itunes.

i should consider deleting it before it pisses me off anymore huh...

hm...i still hate you. well i didnt hate you before. but i've started to.

and i REALLLLLLLLY hate you.

i dont ever want to be anywhere you are. if that makes sense.

you are blocked out of my life for gooooooood!!!!!!

that's what you get for being a jerk and a man whore!!!!!

im over exaggerating. but your a little shit face

:)

yummmmmm. lebanese pita's and murphy's ice cream for dinnerrrrrr <3

how come no guy has ever taken me for ice cream? candy...popcorn.. ANYTHING

=/ oh, cause i dont meet the right guys LOL

i'm poor. SO poor.

but i'll be rich next week. not rich... but...well off. LOLLLLLLLLL

i need to shop.

I HATE SHOPPING FOR BDAY GIFTS.

its so hard :( i went around the whole mall...

and ended up buying something for myself =/

im so selfish... but its my money. is that being selfish?

ok. im gonna watch movies or something now...

peaceout homies <3

facebook? at work?????????!

so i have an internet wire plugged into my mac...so i can have internet access. duh

i've established today that i also have wireless internet access from who knows where..

and this internet is not part of the PDSB network.......sooooooo...........

i have facebooooooook & all the other sites.

nothing is blocked. except my msn? maybe i just neeed to restart but im lazy since i have to open

all my files all over again. yayyyy . TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's a BEAUTIFUL day

:)

HB

happy birthday baby :)
my one & only.
i can't believe it's been one year. july 25, 2007.
you're in good condition for a one year old.
but you deserve a new fan.
i will get you a new one where you can meet your other mac buddies @ the apple store.

i've spent 4bills on accessories for you. you cost too much.
i might buy an imac to replace you next year. (not replace you.....but...it'll be better than you)
but till then, you're my all.


i love my macbook pro.
it's kind of like...a boyfriend.


<3

PS. this new Speck hard case I got you in June makes you really dirty & dusty.
you need to be vacuumed. i'm considering losing the hard case. it makes you too heavy
although you're free of scratches except for the one on your bum (the battery behind)
but i'm sure your Incase laptop bag will keep you safe and warm. as for your sleeve, you don't
need it anymore. it's not as convenient as I thought. toodles for now

PSS. just to let you know, if we ever fight again, you're being replaced by an iMAC.
i'm was so sick of your hot temper and how you constantly heat up.
you're not as bad as before. this new fan application has surely helped you calm down.

PSS. you're getting too big. next time, i'm getting a 15 inch =/ but youre still really sexy
cause no macbookpro 15 inch will EVER have a hi-res monitor like you ;)




macbookpros are great boyfriends.
they can do more than any guy could.
trust me.

ok..well...they can definitely do more than any guy i've ever dated!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhhhhhhhhh

BOOOOOOOK MAKING

im going to design a hardcover guestbook for my brothers wedding.
it's gonna be like 50bucks for a hard cover 8x10 inch book.
not baddddddd.

im quite excited.
i just need to wait for all his studio photos
i havent seen the wedding ones yet



i seriously need to do..something

booooooooooooooooooooooooring

so i came to work late today..because i felt like it.
work is SO boring.
from all the retail stories i've heard, i'm determined to believe that it can't be worse than this job.
well..i guess the comparison is quite different considering i'm in an office with no one around me.
where has my new co-worker gone? not gone...but whatever! where the fuck are you? LOL
i do get breaks whenever..and a really long lunch....but its SOOOOOOOOO BORRRRRRRRINGGGGGGGGGG
notice how i've blogged 50 million times this month?

since i've coloured my hair, i've noticed that it's become slightly dryer
something i'm not use to. i started using the Charles Worthington leave-in hair conditioner and
this thing works wonders!!!!!!! it puts moisture back in to my hair..and its soft.

OHHHHHHHH. i was wondering about this yesterday.
this is for GIRLS: (my routine)
face wash: morning & night + wash off makeup
moisturizer: morning & night + before makeup
toner: @ night on the days i don't use a scrub or mask
sun screen: every morning
scrubs: 2x a week
face peel: 1x a week

that is A LOT of work. do you girls do the same?
from some girls i've talked to, they don't use sunscreen on the face.
i think that is one of the most important daily thing a girl MUST have on. rain or shine!
being a girl..is a time waster!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & costs too much money
wtf do boys do? my brother uses "shower water"................................................................
no comment!!


you are the BIGGGGGGGGGGGGESTTTTTTTT dirtbag in the world!
i can't even believe youuuuuuu!!!!!! omg =/

so my brother is getting married in 3 months.
i think in a couple posts below, i said 5 months.
i have severely lost track of time.
where have i been?


back to work :)

wtf

so i was flipping through some old emails and i cant even believe some things i read
was i stupid..or was i STUPID? i was stupid and a half.
it's like a comedy book when i read them..except its not in book form.

so im leaving work early.
no one is here. im bored as hell.
the weather is crap.
i dont get paid till next friday. not this friday..but the one after
im poor till then. so basically i would've worked 4 weeks before i would get paid once..interesting =/
the reality of a government job. you work with freggin lazy ppl. and it makes you feel lazy...bcz you're allowed to be?
get me?.. lol

seems like weekend plans are flop?
the weather has been SHIT.
have you heard? we're having record breaking amount of rain in the GTA.
it's predicted to break the record high with todays water level

ooh.my brother is here to pick me up
LATERRRRRRRR

so tired

i stayed up till 1:30am talking to my parents and im dead tired.
im going to go home and take a 2 hour lunch break. hah =/ extended lunch for me... :)

im seriously doing BITCH work.
its unbelievable how frequently principals and vice principals change at schools.
i have to make the changes to a damn chart. one change at a damn time.
i did all the design first and left the shitty stuff last.


ooh. i have design orientation on the 27th of august! so excited.
frosh week is the last week of august.
everyone is leaving that week =/ so i guess i wont be going to frosh everyday
to say goodbyes :(

i need a haircut so badly. im not sure when to book it =/
my ends are so dead and SPLIT. my fault! hah. i dyed it & sun-inED it all within a week!
im going to sun-in my roots when they grow out. great alternative to re-dying the whole head


im craving to shop..... ahhhhhhhhh. once i get my pay cheque, im going to splurge on clothes
and room decor.

back to work.

--

Throughout all times,
People have searched their lives,
Hoping that they might find a chance where they can make things right
Through my desire, thank god i found the fire
Oh for everything has lead me straight to you

fake vs real

ok. so i tried on my bridesmaid dress on again and im learning to like it.
well im learning to like the fact that it may look good once it gets altered.
compare my dress to the other bridesmaid dresses, my dress looks like a blank cloth =/
ohhhhhhh. no more complaining.

oh who knew my brother is back on tuesday!
we all didnt know LOL

my vibe at home is wonderful.
i love my family.

wooho. i got a HIGH END FAKE gucci tote. high end? wtf.
it has certificates n ALL. i'll just use it for school and hope it rips when i put my laptop in it.
it looks decently real.
& my mother got a mahina print LV oversized purse. replicates the original..almost dead on.
real cowhide leather + authorization. $150 for a fake LV bag. oh, asians are amazing.
there is a higher class fake LV bag than the one my mom got. how much more real can a fake LV bag get? =/
this fake stuff is too funny! who cares when you cant tell the different anyways?! that is such a hypocritical statement
bcz in some cases, i would disagree with what i just said LOLLLLLLL
my parents told me i wouldnt be able to stand it there in asia. i'd laugh at everything. i probably would cause im a bad kid like that =/

we ordered a shipping container. thats how much phil has to bring back.
you know you buy too much random shit if you got "hot plates" cause u saw it at a restaurant for the 487594th time =/
"oh..but you just put it in the oven and you can flip your steaks and they'll cook" ............. ok

anyways. time for bed.

hate

i hate you.
i cant even begin to explain how much i wish you were... i dont know.
jerk. youve done nothing, and thats the problem.
w/e

my parents are back. phil is back tmw.
i hate my bridesmaid dress. like HATE.
i dont want to say anymore.
i cant do anything.

the wedding invites are gorgeous.
minus the colour of the print + the missing direction arrow.


back to work tmw.
my summer SUUUUUCCCCCCCCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

boooooooooring

tonight is MY night..to do nothing
well i guess i'll clean up..& stuff
my parents are back tmw. i cant believe it was 3 weeks. fastest weeks of my life!

is today payday? im not sure LOL
i hope it is..bcz im craving to shop so bad.
like.. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad.
i found some stuff on forever21 but i want to ask my parents
before i place an order..cuz i do have my dads credit card.
i ordered my apple thing + a little something he doesnt know about LOLLLLLLL
he always has surprises on his bills. im such a bad kid.
its not my fault. i say the whole "take my money out of my account" thing
but if he doesnt, its not my problem LOL

RIBFEST today. so ugly outside.
i called to book a haircut n my stylist is all booked.
she has tmw at 11am but thats too early for me.
so,.i dont know when im gonna do it.
i want to keep my hair long..but i also wantt...something really different
anything really different is short..but no =/
straight bangs? LOLLLLL not again. well..we'll see

you know what's white and pasty??
my legs!!!!!! omg.

i dont think im gonna do anything @ work for the rest of the day
i work too fast & theyre just giving me a shit load of stuff

ok. back to mtv.
toodles :)

:)

wohoo. my mac is INSURED....till 2010.
by then, hopefully i'll have enough money to buy the macPRO standing tower...or the imac.
no...im gonna get the macpro

i want a job during the school year since i only go to school for 3 days a week.
maybe a part time job..not full time. idk. lets wait and seeeeeee

im making bbq chicken salad for dinner...
salad..and..nothing else. LOL
no wonder why i've been starving!

download: diagnosed with love [ chris brown ]
CUTEST song EVER . omg :)

my brother & i are trying to plan out my dads birthday.
and we have no clue what to do.
he wants to go to the beach..but what else?
what do you get an old man for his bday?? enough with the gifts, he just got a fathers day gift!!
jk!!!!!! LOL

did you know tuesday nights have the BEST tv shows??
i wasw on a roll with the tv shows and i remembered i had to shave my legs.
so i waited until the commercial break & during the commercials, i was so scared i was gonna miss
my show so i shaved super fast. and when got back, the commercials were still on
hahahah. its like i never shaved at all. my prickly legs!

RIBFEST on saturday. AGAIN.
ribfest centennial was...what? 2-3 weeks ago..


okokokokokokokkkkkkkkk.. back to work.
im getting so bored with the desktop publishing formatting...crap

rAANNNNNNNdoooooooMMMMMMMM

; booster juice is my new obsession. 3x in less than a week.
; im anxiously waiting for my 2 packages in the mail
; i miss my parents + brothers
; i have an imaginary boyfriend. well, he's kind of real. i dont want to expose him yet. i
; im waiting for the beef to thaw. if it doesnt thaw in time, that means...no dinner LOL
; the house is so clean. its great.
; im craving a real...glowy tan LOL
; its almost my daddddds birthday!! omgomggggggg <3
; i had tortilla chips + salsa + booster juice when i got home. its not a good mix
; work is challenging. too much work. i did nothing last week..and this week is just another story
; no more bagels. no more milk. = no breakfast!!! enough with the food.
; i havent been to the gym in a week or something like that. i feel gross. UTM has hot boys.. h o t
; im going to stop now LOL

i have lotsaaaaaa shit to do

laters

TJ

sexiest man alive.
i watched the whole season of 8th & ocean just to see him

if you look like Teddy John, email me at julie.do@hotmail.com

i want my parents to come home.
now.


oh. youre such a jerk.
i knew it.
arglkdfsgjfdlkmgfd.
i even told you so. OH WHATEVER
fuck you & your..w/e

sleepy time :)
wooh. tmw is half a week =/

PS. my aunt gave me a mani and a pedi yesterday!
shes so SICK. omg. i have designs on my toes!!
ohh..the viet blood is known for nails. ahahhhhhh.

her & i had the boy talk
she was always like "oh thats so sad"
im like WHAT? sad for what? im not sad
hahahahahah

i love catching up with her. shes such a great mother.


OK seriously, i need to go to sleep.
ive been lucky to not fall asleep at work.
music keeps me awake.

<3 night lovers

@ work

its been a VERYYYYYYY productive day.
i finished half the directory already. HALF
i thought it was gonna take me a week. it took a day :)
so im gonna stop working for the day before i have nothing to do for the rest of the week.

lots to do..
im so sleepy

i order my macprocare plan!
finally. it ships in two days!
otherwise, i'd be so screwed cause its almost one year.


hmm :)

weekend is OVER

it was a nice weekend :)
im excited for tmw. going to my uncles place for dinner & my aunt is going to do my nails (it's a viet thing!)

did you watch miss universe? i knew from the beginning that Venezuela was going to win.
im not sure how i knew...but i did! she's so pretty.
interesting how the event was held in vietnam!

crap. back to work tmw.
that means...i must work. this week, im going to have lots to do.

my aunt wants to have a talk with me tmw
lol BOYYYYYYYYYY TALK. fun fun! shes so supportive. i love her :)


i should be going to bed.
its going to bed hard. considering i woke up early, had 2 naps.. hmm
im so lazy =/ its not good

WAIT. i not lazy. i've done so much since my parents left.
i am practically a mother.. ;) not really

julie is fucked up
i need to sleep
i know the instant i turn the lights off and put my head down, i will fall asleep

today was fun.
ontario science centre
dirty minds + shots = ???
movie...what movie was it? idk
park... "i have to pee" FUCK. lol i just couldnt handle the swings


tmw is a new day.
wooh. family day tmw. with the grandma. aunts n uncles..

i miss my parents n brother so much. omg :(


gnite. i feel dead.

:D

my dad called late last night. i was so happy :)
i did a "julie dance"
i told my dad that my brother killed his plant. :D LOL... well..its not quite dead...yet.
its nice to hear theyre having a nice time.
they got so much stuff they have to ship it back =/ its all wedding stuff anyways
this make me so much more excited for phils wedding. my dad said the wedding invites are gorgeous so im glad!!!
& he told me i got clothes. and i said NO MORE. i dont want asian clothes. =/

i stayed up till 1 trying to find a nice viet dress.
my parents were at the fabric store.
i found ONE nice picture...but they said its "too open" LOL but its freggin sexy
i knew that was coming.

its weird to know that within the next 3-5 years..my brother will have his own place, me married and have kids.
OMG. he cant even take care of himself!!!! i cant wait to see him grow and change :)
yay :) im gonna have a niece or nephew.


*note the white socks...omg it makes me want to kick myself in the face

WOOOHOOOOOOOO. im gonna get new glasses. finally. =/ its been... too long.
i want to get D&Gs. white frames.

time is flying by too quickly.
im trapped indoors. man, i need a tan! my arms are pretty black..but my legs =/ ew.



OK. back to mtv. i think i forgot im at work LOL

12:34PM: someone take me on a date... :)

...

ok. i just typed a post but i cant post it.

why cant u leave me alone.....
why... wait. noo...i want you around...


AHHHHHHHH

PHONE BILL

im gonna write a blog post since deserve to. i came to work 15 minutes early ;)
anywho. a couple posts done, you'll see me discuss my phone bill that i was freakishly worried about.
i was freeeaaaaaaaaking out because a lot of the times, i would forget to use my house phone during the day.
& i've had crazy long ass calls. my longest call on the bill was 351:00 which is... a lot of minutes =/ for one phone call.
BUT ANYWAYS. guess how much my phone bill was???? 33.00!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGG. i was WAY under. and this is my CHEAPEST bill.
i was freaking out for NOTHING. i would like to declare that no boyfriends = cheaper phone bill!!!!!!!!!
omg :) i only used 161/250 of my day time minutes.
enough about my phone bill. i just couldnt believe it. lol
i use 161 day time minutes in a month but i use 1500 evening minutes :S


ok. back to work.
its a thursday......meaning tmw is......... a FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYY :D

AHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHhhhhh

i went to the gym again.
and i worked my legs again =/ cause im stupid.

SORE? sore? SORE? nooooooooo............




im gonna be fit by the end of summer =/ if i stop eating...



so sleepy.
i'll discuss my wicked phone bill tmw. HAH :)

productive

i've been actively working since I got in today.
the course booklet cover is well on its way!

so the other graphic designer leaves his door open...while playing LOUD oldies music
and i get headaches from it. so i decided to just use my headphones & listen to my own music.
and i have earphones that block any surrounding sound. so for the 473243279423 time today, i panicked.
imagine turning around and having someone stand there...when you didnt notice.
a lady was having a full convo with me, well atleast she thought i was listening...but i wasnt. and when i realized she was there, she asked me if i had a heart attack.. great huh =/


LOL
i talked to my brother on msn last night. it was nice.
its good to know he had an excuse for the white socks he wore at his engagement =/
& my dad emailed me asking me where i've been for the last two weeks.
WELL, we would know if he cared to CALL instead of texting us telling us to water the grass and plants :S


back to work :)

lol

so i've noticed a rapid incline in the number of visits i have.
i actually wonder who reads this. theres the ones i know about..but im sure theres the ones i dont know about who..
that i wish i knew about.........

im glad you like to read my complaints all the time!

ahhhhhhhh

so. its 12...and i've been working on the new chart your course cover and all i have is the title...that i've changed a million times.
i want to have something..by the end of the day...but id ont think it'll happen...since after lunch, is my break time..till home time!
haha. i have no inspiration at all....

so my client got back to me and im starting his promo package soon AHHHHHHHHH
i'll be freelancing during my afternoons at work..heh :)

EDIT 1:53PM: oh. i also have a mining brochure to do =/ WTf LOL but it'll be good money
ANDDDDDDDDD the freakin water website =/ mr. milkweed has not sent back my contract. tsk tsk

im doing RUAWARE promo again =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/
designing isnt the hard part. dealing with how many text changes is the problem



im going to..do nothing now


toodles.

sosososo...

hmmm...
hmmmmmm....
hmm..
hmmmm..................
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........

@ work

so..its been a nice first day...minus the awkward moments with the other designer...
i shall discuss at another time =/ he feels like i've taken his jobs..that i was just given...i didnt ask for the =/

anywho. i dont learn much from other people at this job but i learn lots on my own.
when i get stuck, i dont have anyone to turn to. cause mr. graphic designer here, uses corel draw :S
im constantly clicking on a million buttons to make things work.
and i've been successful at it! i'm redoing the whole directory..bcz i have to.
either i redo it, or do it the hard way.....where i must highlight changes one by one on paper and correct them on the computer :S


ah...the day has gone by pretty fast.
theres 2 new ppl in my department. the guy is really nice...but the girl =/..i dont know yet
apparently theres someone there is suppose to be someone sitting beside me..but i dont see anyone =/


hmmm...going to go home at 4:30. and go to the gym and hurt some more!
LOL

IB ART

ok...so i somehow managed to disable my IB account when i was trying to get my grades.
well...by that point, i already figured the account didn't have a grade for me since it said "not enough information was provided to award a grade" which makes me a little worried... =/ soo... yea.

im not sure why i tried to log in to the account again....and now it's broken =/
go me...

i have never been in so much pain. im so sick about whining about how sore i am.
but this freakin kills. why did i decide to walk for a good hour and some yesterday =/
my upper abs hurt like a piece of...i dont know..
my upper..inner thigh...is killer....you should see me walk =/
pain = no sleep!!!!!!!!!!

oh...i got a new bikini. hehe :) so cuteee
im not sure why i got it..i have no plans to go to the beach or anything...
i just saw bikinis in a magazine and made a trip to Winners!!
which was nice. well no...there wasnt that much selection. i was just lucky =/

oh..so i could've went to wonderland today. my brother is there..
but the icky weather wasnt appealing to me..

crap. i have work tmww...hopefully it'll be a chill day.
it should be. the job isnt that stressful anyways..
ohh emm geee.... directions+directory? ahhh... not AGAIN.


well...yea.... i need to cook dinner... =/ ew.
so i think i've lost like 50 pounds... starving to death.

..so i just tried uploading a pic from my brothers engagement but it was taking too long.
so screw it!


laterr<3

tired

im sore as hell.
my smart ass decided to do more physical activity down at lakeshore.
and now..i can barely move.
when i sneeze, my ABS hurt. ahhhhhh...

ok. but it was all worth it to see fireworks @ ontarioplace. the GRAND finale.
fireworks..beautiful weather... jazz music..waterfront.......
yea..it was perfect. minus the bugs!!!


ok. i need to rest. so tiredd...and in so much painnn



goodnight <3
imu

...

so someone tell me how this happened...
you just .... idk.


its the feeling of having someone there. yup. that's it.
that is what i want to believe it is...

cause if it's anything more......i just can't explain.....


edit 2:39am:
oh did i forget to mention i went to the gym today
and my ass is sore......and legs....and everything else...
i was sore before going to the gym...from who knows what =/
im scared to wake up tmw.
but im proud of myself! :)
UTM gym is so pretty.........and clean.

:)

oh. i have blonde hair.

no i dont.



it's brown. wohoo. no more black roots

julie says: (11:33:28 AM) btw, my hair is blonde
mr.elvis says: (11:33:57 AM) .....................
mr.elvis says: (11:33:59 AM) wanna die?
julie says: (11:34:04 AM) its not my fault
julie says: (11:34:07 AM) i dont know what to do
julie says: (11:34:38 AM) maybe i'll try washing it out




crap. so bored. i shouldve went...wait...no i shouldnt have. ah =/ my mind!


congrats phil. you're engaged. omg =/ engaged.............. that means youre getting married and committing yourself...
AHHHHHHHHH. WHAT ARE YOU DOING????????? just kidding. i loves ya! congrats PHIL&SHERLY

:)

im going to start a healthy diet. well not healthy. but if i feel good about eating the food, i guess it kind of makes it healthy.
but its an interesting diet. if i feel fried chicken is good at the moment, i'll eat it...
heh :)


what a day...summer fling? no no.
it cant be.

oh how i miss having someone there.......

whatevers YO


let me finish eating my salad.....with one cup of ranch dressing LOL

12ammmmmmmmm.......

im trying to sleep early today....
but i cant. im use to sleeping at 5am and waking up at 10am
i dont take afternoon naps much anymore..
well i did today.... heh :S

its been an interesting day...interesting...
but nice :)

i made dinner!..from scratch. nope, it wasn't pre-made from T&T.
life without my mother sucks shit ass crap balls.

my parents anniversary is today (3rd). 26 years. wow. just wow!
phil is getting engaged tmw (4th). such that i cant be there....

my dad emailed me and told me he got my clothes...i was like wtf....
the last time my parents got my clothes without my approval............. it wasnt so nice.
maybe i shouldnt complain. i wore all of it atleast once.. LOL

i dont want to go to work....visit me :) during my one hour lunch! woohoo..
i hope there's a hot website dude sitting beside me :) actually, i dont.



okokokkkkkkkkk............... goodnight
gahh..my head. too much thinking about nothing!!!!!!!!!


PS. I AM SO SCARED FOR MY PHONEBILL. pissed scared.
i used my cell SOOO much this month. crap crap crap. i hope the bill comes before my parents come home...
no more phone calls till 6AM. NO MORE wait, thats fine. it's my daytime minutes im fucked for

ok. goodnight :( see..im sleeping early. phonebill=no phone for julie :(

i want to dye my hair black.
but im scared. i'll look like an emo/rocker chick.
cause i tease my hair like one of 'em already.....

oh wait, i need a haircut first.
crap.

=/

theres something about you....
ugh......oh wells

what a wonderful canadas day :)
civic centre... wooh....
and a burning box =/ with drunk kids...