ok. so i understand that im getting myself in to a very good, reputable program
but will i like it?

im really not sure
well, im not sure i'll like the boys
HAHA

oh whatever.


im excited for the tech-art banquet.
this year, i could actually go............
i remember i was at skills last year..waiting for ppl to come online to tell me what i won.
yuck.

who likes seeing fat teachers in tank tops? i dont
with straight, droopy cleavlage. *barf

bahaha. i witnessed a "will you be my prom date?" rejection today
and i tried so hard not to laugh but i did anyways. OMG. dont ask girls you dont talk to!
and it was his BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! ohmygod. but he's so cute. happy birthday DUDE!


enough with being mean and whatevers.
i got so much on my plate. i have two weeks left of school!
woohoo!

PROM PROM PROM PROM PROM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lets hope it doesnt rain.
for all ya'll who had prom today, i was thinking about you when i heard thunder!!!!!!!!! bahaha
i was laughing at you when i heard super hard rain banging on my windows
LMFAO im just kidding. i cant wait so see pictures.

so i actually showed ONE person a picture of my prom dress.
freakin guy didnt believe it was the dress. i wonder if thats a bad thing... or...?

who is sick of BR? i am! i find myself going there every to every other week.......ew


okok!!! night night.
im going to read my cosmopolitan now!

OMGGGG so much stuff to do

- sketchbook assignments.. still
- agenda cover. OMGGGGGGGG i need to finish this ASAPP!!
- tech design culminating
- media arts culminating

wtf is wrong with my YSDN program??? it's all girls. WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK






ok.. back to the agenda cover. it looks so girly so far :/

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


MY DAY CANT GET ANY MORe alkhreklwhrklewjklrjewklrjwelkqjrwq


fuck you david COOK
ok david cook is good too.
but just not as cute :(

what a CRAP ASS DAY

i wont rant. i promise.
oh cherie, yknow me too well :) LOL


why try when you dont get acknowledged for it in any way.
but you get bashed to the point where you feel like giving up?
YOU BITCH. fuck yourself up the ass cause thats all you'll ever get


IM OUTTTTTTTTTT.


WOOHOO AMERICAN IDOL
GO DAVID A !!!!!!!!!!!! <3

may TWOFOUR weekend. but wait, it's may 17-19th :/ WHATEVER

dont you just love old slow jams? let me love you/mario & so sick/ne yo
LOL oh dear

well..its been a ..nice weekend? iono.
relaxing i guess

ok. i'll update later :)

thank God it's ALMOST friday

i FINALLY got my york letter that i've been long awaiting for it since the YORKU man said there is no acceptance letter :/

oh.. the long weekend if here & i have so much to do.
- 2 sketchbook assignments
- tech design lamp sketches
- media arts logo design, water bottle design, write-up, mounted on display board
- bianca's SAC posters/t-shirt design
- GFSS 08-09' agenda design / due the 31st :/

i received a very surprising call today! but i missed it :/


*note to self: hand in my criminal record check to PDSB


ok im distracted. i'll update tonight.
byeeeeeeeeee


EDITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT: 10:57PM
ohhhhhhhhh. im SOOOOOOO tired.
i want my blog to have a purpose. more than just me... telling ya'll about my day.
i want to write reviews. but on what? i'll figure something out.

after have a talk with "some girl" i realized what a FAKEEEEEEEE you are.
eww. is that how you talk to other girls? lol
it's so hard to believe anything that comes out of that mouth of yours. MEH. all said & done!

i've gotten into designing again. slowly regaining some skills...
i want to explain how BS teachers could be. well one particular one but
i cant find myself writing without getting pissed at how irresponsible and un-educative a teacher could be
so i had to step up to the plate and say something. it lets her realize how impractical she is when it comes to due dates.
& what is with having a purpose for any design you create?
i personally believe that you create designs because it is aesthetically PLEASING & not so much for the meaning behind the works. but ART on the other hand is different. im being bias bcz of my HUGE lack of skills in fine arts. i'll shut up now.

ok. goodnight :)

questions

why are you such a fag? sorry. this question had to be first
although we no longer talk, why did i feel so comfortable around you?
why do i always think back on the days we CHILLLLLLLLED? it doesnt matter anyways
why are you always with her? lol maybe i dont want to know
why are you such an idiot? you give me advice like im some sort of dumbass when you on the other hand, are fuckin blind. i atleast see what's infront of me.
why can't i sleep? its currently 12:30
why do i watch the hills? its the stupidest shit ever. but im SO effing addicted.
why do i feel like you're some sort of creep? ugh.
why do you not listen? i told you it would only get worse.
why am i in a design major? i hate competition. design= a competition every-damn-day!
why are you all up in my BUSINESSSSSSS? geez. if i wanted to tell you about my LIFE, i would. but i dont so lrkjsdlrjerdsljrlsd!!!!!!
why do i wish i was in university so bad? hehe :)
why do i love you so much? who? idk ... =/
why is my hair so damaged??????????
why has my celebrity gossip obsession grown so big? i still dont know who these people are
why does my hair colour look blonde when i put it up to my monitor? stupid question... lol
why did i leave my magazines in the other room? i want to look at the pictures. cause yknow, i rarely read the copy anyways.
what would i be doing if i wasnt in to design? UHH nothing. LOL
what would i be doing 10 years from now?
what is my husband-to-be in 50 years doing this second? something astonishing i hope :)
what will my life be like in 10 years?
what will my first mother's day gift be?
when will my mac die? :(
when will i lose my passion for design? not anytime soon i hope
who reads my blog? do you ever ask yourself why i write stupid shit? LOL
when will my caffeine addiction end? i had a lychee bbt, milk tea, green tea late, caramel frappuccino, 2 ice cap supremes within a week. bad bad BADDDDD
why of WHY WHY WHY do people say "im gonna beat the shit out of you" or "watch your back" n shit??? and when girls say it, it's SO unflattering... WHY??????? if you say shit like that and do nothing, you make yourself look like a FAG. stop it!

so i decided i will add to this list everytime i think of some questions i want an answer to...
and PLEASE, dont come up to me and ask me about these questions.
it gets awkward when people talk to me about my blog and say the exact thing i wrote...
its weird... so please dont mention this to me :)

SEE YA!

just a thought :)

i had nothing to hold on to.
think of it

nothing happened


lalalaaaa :)

STUPID apple

ok, so i remembered that my 1-year applecare plan is coming to an end in july
meaning i need to renew my plan because as an apple user, you'll never know when the darn thing will break on you.
i've heard and seen things happen and im so glad i still have the chance to get the plan.

SO i decided to check online for prices n w/e
and guess what! having a macbook PRO means you MUST purchase the 3 year option which is $400+tax
WTF? i dont have the option of getting the 90 days or 2 year plan.
so im waiting for them to come out with a 2 year plan... or im just going to wait until mid-july to get my fan changed bcz i might as well... plus purchase the 3-year plan if i must.


this is just a reminder for me 3 months from now to purchase the plan...
cause if i forget...i could suffer severely if i ever need to pay for repairs.

ANYWAYS
happy mother's day :)

oh. its saturday

i really dont like how i feel i have to act over-the-top in order to keep you happy as a friend.
i shouldnt have to do that but i know if i didnt, you'd just forget about me & be pissed at nothing.

oh well...


i am going to get a head start on my media arts stuff soon.. really soon
tmw is the mothers day bbq.. n yea


im so done with everything.



i cannot tell you once again how excited i am for university.
please come.. quicker

this is BEAUTIFUL

UGGGGGGGGGGLY weather

so i slept in & stayed at home.

i was SO freakin tired from yesterdays CRAPPY ass SKILLS competition which i got SILVER (yay!)
i feel good getting silver. WTF?? u may ask.
- im SO freakin behind in school, nationals wouldve just pushed me further behind
- going to nationals means finding a PROfessional designer to help me bcz LAST year, my PROfessional teacher taught me wrong TECHNICAL parts. i copied everything she said and did horrible in the technical category but very well in the designs. if only u saw how unsure she was about everything. how did i let myself listen to her.. omg
- i would missed my YORKU enrollment meaning which i had to change just in case
- i would have wondergrad the day before in which i would have to sell my ticket or w/e to prepare for the event
- its the may 2-4 weekend and i would miss out on NY (shopping)
- & if i won nationals, (which probably wouldnt happen) i would miss my first day of university
i am done with you SKILLS. im happy for the guy who got first. he deserves it. i peaked at his poster! haha


I HATEEEEEEEEEEE SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLL.
you have no clue. i hate having such a chill semester.
it makes me SOOOOOOO lazy.
but im REALLY working on my cottage.
i can almost start datacad...almost.

so i thought of this. do u realize how much PROM costs? let me give u a rough breakdown:
DRESS: $80-300
DRESS ALTERATIONS: $40-150 (typically for longer dresses like mine :/)
TICKET: $85-95 (x2 if you bring a date)
HAIR: $45-70+
MAKEUP: $30-50+
SHOES: $40-100
CLUTCH.PURSE: $20-70
NAILS: $10-40 (depends on the type)
CORSAGE/FLOWERTHINGY: $5-40 (the $5 ones are pretty crusty)
LIMO: $40-60
AFTERPARTY: $10-50 (depending where)
TOTAL: $405-1025

okay, so there are ranges in those prices and these prices are for the AVERAGE to HIGHEND shopper.
it's not for the CHEAPER...stingy shoppers.

from my present and future purchases, i will have spent....about $550


omg. all for one day
but im sure it'll somehow.. be worth it :P


EDITTTTTTTTTT: 7:57PM
i forgot that you need jewelry for prom too
OPPS :P

BY THE WAY,
i tried garnier fructis SLEEK AND SHINE
and guess what!! IT WORKSSSSSS. omg
a product that works.
i suggest it to all ya'll girls.
considering i used dove conditioner, it works really well


whatever happened to my product reviews, and stuff..

oh where has the time gone?

quick update

- accepted YORKU offer this morning
- my official last day of IBART
- SKILLS ONTARIO tmw... ahhh.


i want those memories that i will never forget.
those memories that you look back years from now and think..."wow"

but no, i dont have those memories.



but one day, i will.