to: my boyfriend <3

happy birthday silviu b :)
ohhhhh my baby is LEGAL. does that mean you will buy me drinks on our dates? JUSTKIDDING. (not really) you're a big boy now. MY big boy. so i decided to upload your picture since i'm not mad at you for anything anymore (*wink wink). i'm glad things are okay now that i've seen you. im counting down till you finish school so we can hang out like we did before you left for university. I guess all of this has been a learning and experience and a test for our love. but WHATEVER. this isn't what this is about. i wish you the best and VERY best forever and ever and ever and ever and forever some more. you deserve it all. i know sometimes things can be hard for you and i dont make it any easier for you but i want you to know that you can always depend on a super FLY chick like me ;) you know, you're lucky to have a girl like me. LMFAO im so kidding. you're not that lucky. i feel sorry for you some times :P dealing with my shit, you need PATIENCE. but you're one of a kind. that's why we some how work out..... somehow. we both know we piss each other off like shit. like CRAZY shit ok? sometimes, yea sometimes, i think about hanging myself from street lights and hope i freeze to death and somehow fall to the ground and you know....suffer some more (im kidding) we've been through thick, thin, good, bad... everything. it's nice to see all of these holidays and events happen when we're together..they just pass by and i know there will always be more coming up with the both of us.. i love you. happy birthday sweetheart. partyHARD k? but nothing stupid... please. see you soon. i love u a bunch <3 *XOXO


by the way, i've saved up 37 cardboard boxes for our future house.
since we're moving to california, i think we need laminate to stand the rain and crazy weather.
we shall discuss this very soon. ;) HAHAHA.
planning for the future, yknow?!! :D