just a random.... post

listening to: sleepless nights - faberdrive
i can't sleep, what a wonderful song ! i havent been sleeping well at all..
my stupid nose. i can't breathe!

k. so i was reading this post thingy that this guy wrote about his girlfriend who passed away.
and honestly, i almost cried (i held it in, i really tried to)
instantly, i thought, what if i lost someone in my life like that?
its like.. we go day by day and we dont think about what could happen obviously because we dont want to think about such negative things but its like the littlest things that could really hurt someone....or kill someone...
you can unexpectedly get stabbed....you can trip and fall..car accident...cut yourself really badly..or idk..
this is such a stupid post but it made me realize that if i ever lose anyone close to me,
OK, i thought of my boyfriend in this situation. i know, its stupid. out of everyone, i think about my boyfriend *pshh :P
if i lost him, i'd want to lose myself with him. or with anyone i hold close to me....

i guess reading that post makes me want to by cautious with everything....
and you should be too.


okay. just a little random thingy in my mind...
goodby & goodnight
<3